weiting (:

2012 ♥

2012-01-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2011 ♥

From school to internship to work to holiday to Phuket to school again~ Things changed, however, I am grateful and happy with what I have now. I wouldn't ask for more. Hope this 2012 could be a better one for myself, and everyone else. It's gonna be very different this year, with graduation to either studying or army or working. Our lives will separate us. Afraid of changes, especially when it comes to something which mean so much to me. Holding on tightly and wishing & hoping for the best. But there are many things to look forward to, friends' 21st birthdaysss, outings, and graduation trip? (:

♥Ended a year well and began 2012 with a feeling that's different from every other years.
♥Let's keep all our promises; be us against the world.
♥We found love in a hopeless place.

Tadaa~ 2012 New Year Resolution

1. Study hard & get into University
2. Don't be lazy; Work & earn money
3. Spend quality time with my love & cherish every moment.
4. Be your motivation
5. Love you more & more
6. Be nice & patient to parents
7. Save Money for overseas trip
8. Exercise more
9. Don't neglect my friends
10. Be Happy

May everyone have a smooth & great year.

Lovely Christmas

2011-12-26T16:43:00.003+08:00

Gonna project die me. Jiayou!

"my ♥ for you comes with a lifetime guarantee."

2011-12-17T19:07:00.001+08:00

happiness ♥

2011-11-06T16:14:00.009+08:00

It's November! :) School started, busy busy busy~ many many projects! :( Plus all date dues are so near, it's so scary~ So competitive! I must remind and force myself to work hard now in order for me to enjoy a few days of my birthday week~ Packed with test and project dues? :/

Anw, went for Family chalet again yesterday: Celebrated Karen's birthday! :) It was a cozy small little room but full of family bonding. (:

Had another random chalet at a bungalow! Shiooookkkk! :) Great spending time chatting with relatives and cousins! Forever loving them :D & Kriss was there to spend the night together too.. (:

Went Dim Sum buffet with the usuals! ^^

I'm so lazy to upload my many many pictures from Phuket Trip!

Here's some sneak previews!

I'm just so excited! I'm feeling crazily now! :D

I love the feelings that I'm feeling now, the crazy crazily happy me when I'm around with my friends, my close one especially. Well, I love a life full of laughter and sweetness. ♥

*Baby, you light up my life like nobody else.
"I love you more & more & more everyday,
I wanna share my life with you,
everyday learn something new..."

For once, I wanna stay like this forever.

So fucking stress...

2011-11-01T01:22:00.001+08:00

Baby What If

2011-10-16T13:56:00.004+08:00

Busy October! :)

Packed with shopping, slacking, working~

Craziest thoughts ever this month, full or ups and downs. Even I am surprised by myself. Have been busy with work the first week of October. On and off going out, slack and shopping. Spending time wisely with beloved friends :) Greatest month as well even though its crazy. Sweetest, saddest, confused, messy, happiest, slackest... busy with stupid summit in TP as well. Well, time were well spent after that though. Now, in preparation of PHUKET! Tomorrow flying off in the morning! OMG this is too exciting! :D Well, I hope this 4 days 3 nights would be great.

Well, a saying goes: "If you're in love with two people, pick the second one. Because if you really loved the first, you wouldn't have fallen for the 2nd."

For now, I guess there's no right or wrong, it just lies in what you believe. Whatever it is, always cherish what we have now before it's too late. Because I believe that time changes many things, even a difference in a minute would change the entire situation. I don't really believe that "It's never too late.".

"If we are meant to be, we will be. Maybe not now, but I believe eventually." Hold on to that.

Get It Right

2011-09-29T17:55:00.005+08:00

Oh! Enjoying life!~ Life have been too HAPS! :D

From packing my room to buying furniture to USS to shopping to epic birthday surprise for Ms Ng to dinners with colleagues to boiler with colleagues to sweet surprises~ Just too many things happening! Woohoo! Love this life! :D

Go out until super tiring... Resting at home for more days this week.

Guess life's great, handing me nice friends around... :) Meeting great people, people whom cherish each others... Life's been good except myself being confused over whatever it is. Haha! Sometimes, I hope that I could be more decisive and think deep before doing anything. Don't wanna have a mistake to begin with. How do you gauge how much a person appreciate or loves you? Hmmm, it will never be understood unless you are them. Well, that concludes that we never know how much one can loves us. Sigh, my cycle is always the same routine. A little different this time... just a little. Hmmm...

Busy busy: Work, play, work, play! :)

`Going with the feel...

`Spot on what melts my ♥

*For Courage.*

Nostalgia

2011-09-20T13:49:00.006+08:00

Although last few days didn't really ended that great at work... But oh well, it still ended. Cos' something annoying happened which crushed me down... It's kinda solve or should I say it's not exactly a "my-fault" to begin with... But I didn't see it coming, so, without analyzing much, I broke down... A friend talked sense to me & I'm alright. Those days were like crying and crying, another reason because I'm leaving the company which makes me missed the people there already... Not all, but just a particular few close ones, especially my conference team... :')

I'm already missing all fellow nice peeps, missing the laughter, the time spent together, laughing at lame jokes together... Oh my! But, we gotta move on~ At least I'm glad and fortunate to know extremely nice friends along the way... Friends that I would cherish. I'm sucha lucky girl, they are all like my mommies & dote on me. :)

Awesome friends ♥

Spent my Sunday and Monday busy packing my room! Bought new furnitures from ikea and fixed it together with my mummy! :D Happy with my room now. ^^ However, whole lot of memories filled my mind while packing and I saw so much of the past memories... I'm slowly keeping those memories into boxes and keeping it safe. Gonna move on, and create new memories. :)

Photos are either not uploaded by my friend or in facebook! :)

Gonna miss colleagues so so much... :)

*Wanna live in a love-wonderland*

Everything & more.

2011-09-11T15:21:00.005+08:00

5 more days! (:

5 more working days & I'll be freeee~ Wheee! :_

But now, I really like to work, only because of colleagues I'm with... Recently, I felt that there are many things going on, everyone's busy over own events. As for me, who's in the conference team, yes, we spent more time together and crap together. I really love my team now... However much I'm gonna miss them, I won't extend to continue working but still, I'll always remember them & hope I have time to meet up with them even after leaving the company.

Ahhh... Nice shot taken! *Praise myself*

Chuan hui & sao came over at like 2am?? Haha, spent the entire night chatting and crapping around. It's nice to have someone there to talk to, to listen to you and to share little secrets. Chatted till dawn and they went back, and i slept like a log. =/

*Keep creating the best out of the best.
I really love to be pampered and I really wanna know that to you, I'm worth.
It's gonna be hard on you. ♥

*Looking out for your bestie, all the time. I'd always be there for you when you need me.

Demanding

2011-09-04T01:51:00.005+08:00

Change of fate, change of destiny, whatever you call it..

Counting down to 10 working days! :) However, yesterday was insane! Worked till 3AM! Today's a Saturday, yet I went to work as well. But yesterday was damn fun! :) Love to hang out with nice and extremely entertaining & funny people. Haha! :D

This was taken like a month ago.
I love this picture, & the people in it. :)

Something shocking's gonna happen. :O
I hope that things go well & great, or just be normal for a bit.

I wanna be crazy in love. HAHA

*Slowly picking up the pieces.

Waiting

2011-08-26T22:57:00.004+08:00

Counting down to 14 working days! :)

Another 5 days has passed! Next week only 4 days~ Thanks to hari raya! hehe :D Life's been fun though quite sian to work. But everyday there's different funny things happening in the office. :) Really enjoy the company of my colleagues! ;) Stupid ting jie brightens up my day telling me things that's not meant to be funny but I just burst out laughing. "Chun Feng" still as nice as ever, new tactic to be funny too. :) & Paiger, as usual, always so entertaining! x) Kuku girl is happily in love~ haas!

Ups & downs, smile when we talk and can't stop thinking when we didn't.
Sigh, but so sad that I am always waiting, waiting, and waiting.
Shouldn't be named weiting luh.. Rhymes too much. :/

Oh, thanks honeyest for the moisturizers & Koi! You're always so niceee :) & Cheryl so lazy as ever please, but I really missed talking to her.. :) Hope things are going well for her papers. Jiayou o! Hope my mummy lemme go Genting lo. Though i think 60% not possible. But its okay luh, since this kuku also can't go due to stupid work commitment :(

Nothing to blog, just wanna blog to countdown.

BYEEEEEEEE :)

Falling Slowly

2011-08-21T15:38:00.006+08:00

Counting down to 20 days.

Life's been crazy this week. Super busy and lack of sleep. But its myself to blame. Mon-Wed went to work and after work, do portfolio chiong portfolio for Thursday submission. Thursday OT till 11. Friday went for Setup, went back home earlier, decided to sleep early cos Sat have to report at 7.45am. On bed at 10pm, but eyes still open at 12am. -.- My legs cramped like mad...... worse night ever.

Anyway, Sat's event was good :) it turned out to be quite fun, but it was beyond tiredness! The sun that day was crazy! Drink water like mad! Keep buying and buying! Money all spent on drinks! But it was crazy day with colleagues. :)

*Yes, its too late. Because feelings fade and people change;
& because I'm falling slowly.. :)

Talk to me.

2011-08-15T23:08:00.007+08:00

Oh man, my mistake! It's 25 working days! :( I miscalculated! Alright, whatever it is, 1 down already. Plus, I have decided to not let any work-related issues affect me because it is just work and I should not waste my time feeling worthless and upset over it. :) Just earn the money and say bye-bye! :D Appreciate those who are true to me and I will just treat others with a normal me. Anyway, it feels great to see those kuku colleagues. :) Nice friends I met there...

Aww, anyway, my sweet dream has shattered. :( What a dream~
Wonder if I should be happy I dreamt of it or sad that it was only just a dream.

*Expecting the impossible.
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again...

Enchanted

2011-08-13T12:49:00.003+08:00

Life's been good so far.

Meeting Cheryl for dinner after ten million years on Monday for ketchup session :) Funshion's my best friend for this entire week! Awesome! Movies + Lapixiaoxin + Movies + Lapixiaoxin & the cycle repeats!

However, all these will end so very soon! Starting work on Monday! Ogay, 20 working days only~ It will fly pass & after that? Shopping + enjoying life for a month! *Pray so hard I can get through this smoothly & Happily!*

My craziness lasted for 2 days. Went mad for those moments and then decided to give it a stop. Can't live in fantasy... It's still very hard, but I guess it would be fine very soon...

Alright, I'll go watch a movie before starting on portfolio... ... I hope it works!

&, Happy birthday dearest Jaslyn Boss; I love you :)

Be Strong

2011-08-07T23:09:00.005+08:00

End of internship.

I'll miss all these beloved colleagues...

Without them, life in the office would be miserable!

After all, I survived 5 months of internship. It was indeed an eye opening experience. I got to know more about myself? I am prone to making mistakes. Haha! How depressing to know that. Whatever it is, yes, surprisingly, I am going back to work on 15th Aug; as a part time employee. Reason being, I will definitely need the money. However, I am only staying for a month. I will pull through! Must be positive... I really hope that this 1 month would be smooth and good. I don't want to make mistakes. I wanna show a different side of me. Sigh, why are we always trying so hard to prove ourselves? Or maybe its only me, trying hard to show them that I'm not how they think I am. I will enjoy this 1 week break to the fullest!

Went boss's house for gathering.. :) So sad to leave them... though its 1 week but after one month, we will be parting again. & that would definitely be for quite a long time. It's really nice to have them around... Always shouting and laughing out loud. :D Times are hard, but friends are always there to brighten up our days. :)

*You just brighten up my day without even realizing.

But I know I must stop fantasizing! It's bad! :( I guess all these would eventually end. Sooner or sooner, no later. =/ I just sense it.

But, I'm stuck in the same position.

It only hurts when you start pretending it doesn't.

2011-07-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

Me.

2011-07-27T23:58:00.003+08:00

Counting down to 8 working days.

Friends aren't being forgotten.

******************************************************

Why do we have expectations in the first place? I don't like to be disappointed. Can I be just some hao ren with no expectations at all? I might be happier that way. I try to control my emotions, but it doesn't work. People see right through me, if not, I don't like to pretend to be someone whom I am not. I don't like to hide my emotions but if I have to, I would try. I don't like to be selfish, but indeed I am. I think its either I don't understand myself enough or I am giving others the wrong impression of me, or they just think otherwise of me. I did my best, but whether others felt the same way or not, it's not up to me to judge. For as long as I know how much I've pushed myself, I have tried my best... BUT, so what? Now when I come to think of it, so what if I know I have tried my best when no one recognizes my effort? I know it is not for others to know and doing for ourselves, then why still judge and comment? I am not pin pointing on anybody here, just my thoughts. Seriously, not referring to anybody. Now, why do we always have to explain ourselves? Sigh. As what my friend asked, why must we always explain to others?

(Actually I have so much thoughts in my mind but, I am so lazy to put into words now.)

Anyway, internship is coming to an end. 5 months passed/ is about to pass. I am really happy that I got to get closer with my 3 other interns. I really appreciate everything, these times were great and unforgettable. Not like you girls are going to read this but still, I wanna let you girls know how thankful I am knowing you girls. Always see right through me and cheering me up whenever I am down. "Thank you speech" in my e-journal though. :') The images of these 5 months were the ones when 4 of us were in it. & to all colleagues, I'll miss your~ :)

*That's my reaction to it, I can't pretend to be who I'm not.

This is me.

True

2011-06-28T23:02:00.001+08:00

Back at One

2011-06-19T01:23:00.003+08:00

It's like a back-to-one day today.

I think we should appreciate and cherish what we have now instead of whinning and complaining. Stop comparing with others or thinking how miserable life is, coz' there's always someone out there who is ten million times worse than you. We might be always seeing the good side of how others are doing and not knowing the negative side of their situation. Sometimes, I just wanna whine and voice out, but I don't mean to complaint, I just want to say out how I am feeling. I realised that I like to keep some feelings to myself, I just can't express out or maybe I don't really find the need to say it out because I will just stone and think of the solutions myself.

Things don't always happen like how we expect them to be, so we shouldn't have any expectations. Of course, many things are easier said than done. But we just gotta try, but not trying too hard. Letting go things that aren't meant to be, and move on. We shouldn't cling on to the past and let it haunt us because it will affect any and everything. I know that I shouldn't always think so much but it is really hard. But I am trying, and also trying to not let my emotions control me.

I feel that it's important to know and understand ourselves. It sets me thinking of what I should do or should not do. Should just live like it is and should not think too much for example? How stupid it is to be sensitive over trivial matters and letting it take over your emotions, and then affecting everything. It is as stupid as hoping guys would read books to understand girls more when deep inside us know that most guys just can't be bothered. Like girls, always trying too hard to solve problems that to us it's very important but it means nothing to guys. Everyone has a different mindset and thinking. It is just like the differences between men and women. We keep pondering over why can't someone do this and that because we would do the same for them and not thinking that our thinkings are different, and we can't expect them to think the same way as we are.

There are many senses that's deep inside us but we just refuse to acknowledge them until one day we are finally enlightened by whatever it is. It really takes a lot to realise. Should take one step at a time, stop thinking of what would happen if I do this or that and just live like it is, maybe things might turn out just better than whatever that you are expecting. Without expectations for some things, might actually be better and you might be happier this way. Just like the more you expect, the more disappointed you will get.

"Sometimes, girls just need to be constantly assured.
Just sometimes, girls just need to voice out and need someone to listen, not needing any solutions."

The key is to be content. :)

tough

2011-06-12T02:02:00.002+08:00

I will study hard when school reopens. After months of internship, it is either I really bad at work or I don't suit this particular job; because I am prone to making mistakes. It sucks, it really sucks. It's like suey-ness + my stupidness = cui-ness. Sigh! That's why I think I really should know my limits. Whatever it is, what's done can't be undone, so I got to pull through the remaining 2 months. Enjoy the holiday, enjoy Phuket Trip, and then study hard for Sem 3.2. If you don't see me studying hard for 3.2, please feel free to scold me.

I know I shouldn't complaint, but I guess sometimes all we need to relieve that stress is to voice out, and that is like equals to complaining. I thought that things were fine and good, but neither did I expect it to be the other way round. It sucks when you did whatever you could for something and all you get back is bad/not good remarks. Well of course I can't expect things to always go well and like how I expect it, but I guess the gap is too wide already. It doesn't even hit the least requirements. I thought I was happy but I guess I might not be. Though I never really drag to work or whatsoever, but it is just work. Of course I enjoy at times during events, but... =/ I think I never felt so stress and disappointed before? For now I can say: I can't wait to be back in school. (Though I just want to live in holidays but I know this kind of luxury will never happen.)

On the other hand, I feel kinda empty at heart. I really don't know why. Like everything seems so different. Life's been tough, it's been hard. Though I don't say it out directly, but I find that times are hard now. Looking back at pictures from last year or before internship, I guess the smiles are really happy smiles and lasting ones. Smiles now are so temporary. Emptiness leads to loneliness sometimes. =/

Random: Saw this Mr Photographer;B weeks ago, kinda caught my eye when I first saw him. How happy, got to see him for the 2nd time at another event. Teased by colleagues! Paiseh max. However, got to know that he's attached. Aww, that's q.u.i.t.e s.a.d.

PS: I don't like to wait. I am not someone whom you can talk to as and when you like and then just mia for the longest time, or randomly appear in my text box. The least expected is to have something meaningful in the text; to me, I can even accept a smiley face or whatever emoticon, I couldn't understand why this is so difficult. I appreciate when I was down and dropping me a text, but maybe the least expected is to reply? I don't need to be consoled, but at least reply? Lol I think it all goes back to expectation vs reality. Actually I don't want to mention this since it happened so long ago already, but just "this something" kinda pissed me off a little. (Maybe its karma..)

I think I am weird. I think I think too much. No, I know that I think too much. But I really can't help it. I know I should stop this bad habit, but it's easier said than done. I think what people think of me are important to me, maybe be it someone important to me or just some random people whom I know. Well, maybe this is what everyone feels too?

(I suddenly think that someday in future when I look back and read this post, I will have totally no idea what I am talking about and who I was refering to. This is too confusing! But at this point of time, I just want to type it out. I want to flood this post with w.o.r.d.s.)

Oh, and I am like seriously super emotional can? Might be because of work also luh. But is it still considered emotional if I will only get too over-ly sad and not too over-ly happy? =/ Hmm.. I took so long to write this post. Time check, 2am. =/ I am working later, on a Sunday, due to my stupid-ness. Sigh! Sometimes I just need someone; there for me, always. Praying hard that things will be smooth and good for the days ahead. I want to be happy too.. Alright, goodnight everybody.

*It's been so long since the smile's wide.

Ending off with a picture before anyone who's reading forgets how I look like already. Haha

Goodness, this post took me about 2 hours.

2011-05-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hope June will be good.

enchanted

2011-05-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

My colleague found my blog! haas! That's the reason why I edited the previous post on where I'm having intership at. Haha! I wonder if she is going to continue stalking me here~ But I just want to say this disgusting dirty tortoise colleague/friend/bully of mine here is very sick in the mind! haha! But it's fun having her around even though she has been bullying me since Day 2 of work! (:

Life is still the same for me, intern intern; work work~ Busy busy and stress at work! Now I truly understand the feeling of TGIF! Haha! Its like after a long week of work and then its finally time to enjoy and relax! Weekends pass super fast! I hope this 2 days will be great! Mummy is having a tough time :( busy working and taking care of Ah ma.. Hope she will be strong! Mother's day soon and her birthday in a weeks' time! Haven't got her anything yet! Shall go do some shopping soon! :)

*Hope the bad habits will change. Hope things will be great this time round. I'm learning learning.. & I have this dream a few days ago; I interpret it myself and conclusion is: not to hang on too tight..

&happy37months! ♥ hope to see ya around soon..

2011-04-23T21:53:00.006+08:00

Internship at Eureka!

Hi all! How's internship? ahhah! Mine is busy and tiring! I'm so tired everyday after work I just want to jump on bed and coma! finally I charged myself up today! :)

Alright, life's been busy and nothing but work so there's nothing much for me to blog about... Accept changes and reality. Time's hard but we gotta live the best of it! Working is about enduring I guess... However much you don't like about someone, you can't really show it up if not you gonna suffer for quite a while. I'm currently adapting and accepting this job. Initially I dreamt of work every single day! It was really scary! But I'm glad that nowadays I don't really dream of work anymore... I hope it's permanent! haha!

Learn a lot and met new people!~ It was fun and time flies! Don't know whether I want to continue working or would prefer to study~

One fine day where we met.

Waiting for my Mac 20 nuggets~! Bye all~!
I WANT TO WATCH VAMPIRE DIARIES!!! xD

*Appreciative.

♥

2011-03-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

再见 2 0 1 0 !

2010-12-31T13:48:00.008+08:00

*There are moments when I don't know if it's real, or if anybody feels the way i feel...
Ehh, I really never blog for sucha long time liao huh? Anyway, my laptop down so it's like pictures are not with me, I'm using Honeyest's laptop now! && pictures taken during Christmas Eve are with Girlfriend! hahah! many nice pictures in her cammy!

went out with girlfriend, junhao, junliang & gavin during Xmas Eve! (: though its like just this few people budden i really think the feelings' nice enough already. don't need those who doesn't care, just need those few who care. haha no lah, not that kuazhang lah! (; spent the day at town, movie~ makan & we just sat outside Ion looking at people walking around! sounds boring huh? budden its the company that matters. they jokers! haha ♥

Went Lester's house for Xmas Exchange on 27th! before that, went lavender there Eureka Interview with Fiona.. recently its either busy with idk what or interviews for SIP =/ Anyway, Eureka accepted me liao, so I kinda miss RWS interview yesterday~ wanted to stay home do work but srsly... i wasted the day away! ohman~ =/

alright, forget about tracking back what happened, it's the last day of 2010 already. Though tomorrow makes no difference in my life i guess but yea, cool huh its 2011 so very sooon! This 2010, met great people this is smth that i think really can be happy about yea. (: closer with Ginny, Fiona, Kerwin; thanks for always there listening to me & so nice to me.. ♥ + know other 1k05 peeps~ yea also drifted from some great people as well.. also, there are like endless quarrels with Cheryl but yea, we still made it through huh (: know that all those were because we care & all. & there are still loads of happy memories we can look back on & create now (: I still very much cherish us ♥ thanks for always being there for me..

Dear Cheryl,

sorry for the attitude lately and impatient with you, thanks for always being there for me and telling me what's right & wrong, listening to me & giving me countless reminders and advices. Yet, all i can do is just listen & can't give you advices, i hope one day i can do like how you did. no matter what happen, I will be there for you & I won't forget you, we've come so far.. been through so much and grew up so much tgt. I really cherish you very much & appreciate the things that you do. I still love you always ♥ our frndshp's the most amazing

Kerwin; hey boy! thanks for always there for me lah! thanks for the advices u give & kpo about my stuff! (; i won't forget you huh! we grew so much closer this year & knw more of each other. thanks for being a sweet boy! all the best fr everything huh ^^ i'll promise i wont miss socio again! heee ♥

Fiona; hello! its like amazing knowing you & got closer! thanks for the sweet things you did & i really appreciate! thanks for helping out with many things be it sch stuff or what. (: this year, knowing you was the greatest thing happened to me. life's gna be tough ahead but sure we will survive.. ♥

Ginneh; i miss you & we haven go makan yet! haha thanks for always listening to everything & giving me advices like straight to the point kind! haha! i really pray u pass TP sia! then u drive me go makan ogay? ^^ its really nice knowing you & i never thought we would be like this.. (: prawning soon ♥

Pingcheng; thanks for always being like the nicest to me & make me feel like i'm the most fortunate girl on earth. I cant thank you enuf and i still owe u an answer.. ikr. haha! sorry for being sucha kuku for not able to make firm decision and everything. thanks for giving in, like always.. ♥

honeyest i miss you, dont stress dont worry, take care of yourself! everything will be fine! i love you ♥

Amanda dearest, sorry i always not free to meet and all.. though you wont see this but still, yea... i miss you i hope you're doing fine and sorry i cant make it tonight too. so sorry to bestest jinxing! hope u have a great one, happy birthday in advance! ♥

many more friends out there who are also damn nice & significant to me, i may not mention, but i never forget (:

New people enter my life, old ones re-entered as well. feel so guilty and don't understand what I'm thinking as well... overall, i would say though there are happy things happening and all, but i still feeel the sad is more lehh =/ ogay, not really sad but just more important decisions to be made?? or maybe its because currently there is, which makes me feel as though 2010 hasn't been good? haha! why does the heart weaver huh? Stay steadier can anot! -.- sigh!

school's been ogay, gotta buck up like seriously... friends wise; good & bad~ r/s; no comments? hope things will get better? family; sigh! get better hao mah~ =/ oh ya, i feel a change in myself! HAHA! hmmm wont classify it under good or bad though, its how you see it. I can't explain what change is that but i just feel a change.

I hope that 2011 will be a better year, its like i say the year ahead would be a better one would be a better one but i don't really felt so yea.. maybe I'm afraid of growing up bah? like I don't really like facing the reality & all? but yea... still have some same New year resolutions to make yea.. standard but really sincere.. I shall pen it down though.. hahaha! one of which would be; "Stop thinking so much & just do whatever I think it's right!" HAHAHA! alright, have a great last day of 2010 everyone, & hope all will have a wonderful 2011 ahead!! weeeeee~!!! (=

Wish: I hope that I can make the right decision & not regret it. ♥

*If you ever feel like you're nothing, you're f*ckin' perfect to me

"What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you" - Breakeven

19 ♥

2010-12-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

*idk that feeling.

HELLO ALL! Busy for the past 2 weeks! So didn't even blog! haha (: Though there is still upcoming test~ but yea, at least got the time to blog now (:

Went out today~ finally, with Girlfriend! (: accompany her for her rebonding & had Din Tai Fung for lunch & bought Koi back home! watched tv & all and she Gave me a Surprise-my Present!! kate spade WALLET!! ^^ kuku girl! Thank you so muchhh!!! ♥ I love it very much & srsly, too happy & grateful liao ;) slack & dinner & then she went back.

Letz turn back time :)
1st Dec; Wed: BESE Test & after that, surprise~~ hahaha Pingcheng came to my school & picked me up to NEX to celebrate my birthday! (: thanks for the flower, dinner, & present-Perfume! (: thanks for the night tooo! went J8 for movie til near midnight! (= Unstoppable. slack downstairs & went up ard midnight~

Amanda, Peiyi & Kyubi at my house! hahahah! XIEXIE for the home-cooked supper & cake! ♥ thanks for the present-Dress too. (: PY went back at ard 2am & amanda stayed over! But we just slept cos the next day we both have things on.

2nd Dec: Wo de Shen Ri (:
School with Jaslyn as usual & yea, late as usual too! haha! they surprised me halfway through the lecture outside LT with PEACH Cheesecake! hahaha XIEXIE ALL ♥ ! They forced me to eat the peach in the Cheesecake but claimed that there isn't peach inside! nehneh! haha! Present was titus WATCH! Awww~ Thanks Jaslyn, Sao, Chuanhui, Caralyn, Thaijin, Nabee & Anita! :)

Thanks to Fiona & Puay Joo for the Present- Bag + Cards tooo! ♥ ^^ && lunch at SugarLoaf with Jaslyn, Nabee & Anita! Thank You Jaslyn for the Brownie! Yay~ (: went lab after lunch. I didn't eat cos Fiona made lunch for me~ haha Thank you! ^^ && thanks Gary for the card! so nice!haha =)

Went for dinner with Jaslyn, Sao & Chuanhui at Tampines! I didnt eat cos too full.. BUT they still ordered food for me! hahaha THANKS YOO~ (: Benjamin joined for a while & then I bus-ed home!~ (: Thanks!!

Went back home & shocked myself when lift door open! HAHAHA! Ginneh too cute liao sitting at the staircase there dno doing what! HAHA! so funneh! she ask me go home first haha! so i went home & aunty gave me ang bao~ xiexie hehe. not like she's gna read la.. haha! then, ginny call me to the door & sang bday song to me with bengawan solo Pandan cheese cake! haha this year cake all got cheese one! thanks for the present-bag&earpiece too! thanks for the surprise! ♥ slack and all then she went back (:

So as i though thats about it... haha Friday;3rd Dec- Dinnered with Lester Gary Fiona & Puay Joo opposite school~ & they sdnly got a Chocolate Cake for me & sang me Birthday song! HAHAH! awwww Thankss! surprised! ♥ lols! epic grape & monster strawberryy! hehe Bus back with Lester (:

So, stay home sat & sun cos monday-6th Dec MICE test! tuesday SSM~ + 7th Dec; 32th Monthsary with Girlfriend! ♥ but she having her MST! wednesday Top Table with Gary. Thursday chiong MICE PPT & wanted to study for SOCIO Test too but failed -.- yes, friday mice ppt & socio test! woahh best combi~

Friday 10th Dec~ presentation followed by cui socio test and then Ticketing til 5 & do work slowly til like 6pm! then met girlfriend at town like finally! didnt meet for near to 2 weeks! =O haha pastamania for dinner & walk around town ♥

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Long long post~~~
Wednesday ACC Test which till now I have no clue about Accounts due to stoning or late or absent for lecture, stone during tutorial~ Friday Prof Test & haven practice! yes, heard it was hell~ )= god bless lehh~ & holiday after that... not quite looking forward cos sch reopen = projectS submission! OMG FAINTS! SIGHHHH~!! i need to start doing! alright, gna do resume for SIP & need choose company liaoz~ ZAIJIAN ALL!!

gna drag myself out to jog tml~ hopefully~ haha (:

*Are you willing to take the risk with me? To heaven & hell.
*wish come true~

happy

2010-11-28T22:22:00.005+08:00

*Finally the moment has come; I'm happy!

HELLO ALL! today felt like saturday cos ytd need go school for SIP briefing in the morning which is pretty much waste of a time! -.- haha lemme recall, thursday i went to meet trackers for dinner! ^^ its been zillion years! fun night catching up! friday went to meet girlfriend after test at town! (: like only near to wkends then can meet le. anw, i love you very much ♥ (: i know you care v much.. (: anw, SATURDAY!~ went to sch tgt with jaslyn & went fr briefing after that stone outside to wait for briefing by frnd on SSM =/ talktalktalk~ then went bus stop & parted with fiona ginny gary- they went town too! but we took different bus.. lol! meet girlfriend and had light lunch at KFC! (:

walk around, slack, had ice cream & then it was when she said she wna go ion sistic b4 going for dinner and the surprises came in! hahaha! went PARADISE DYNASTY for dinner and 5A peeps are inside waiting! damn surprised! haha ^^ Jaslyn, Esther, Linda, Fleonna, Ronald, Pingcheng & Junliang! (: Esther left cause she's has work need to rush & Junhao joined us after dinner! (: the XLB there is.. awesome!!! (Ginny you must try! its like... sad to say i think better than DTF!! can u imagine!? lol) Thanks to CHERYL for thinking of the venue! its really... thumbs up* plus the atmosphere !! super good! i like! (:

slack around and went back home after that! (: thanks Linda & Fleonna for the present and thanks pingcheng for the chocolate! (: thanks ALL for today and im very grateful! ^^

Today, SUNDAY! i seriously woke up at only 1?? lol too tired i just coma all the way! lols! meeting girlfriend & kerwin to "STUDY" but in the end turned out to be a surprise again! haha after i brush teeth, went in room and wanted to change ald.. they were outside my room liao! haha THANKS FOR KOI! thanks for the super sweet CARD kerwin! THANKS FOR THE PRESENT TOO! I LOVE IT! ^^ slack and all at home, went hub to catch RAPUNZEL! i wasnt expecting it to be that nice! HAHA! damn funny! i like! 3D & so sweeet i cuatio when cheryl dont mind watching! cos its cartoon and she dont like to watch cartoon! haha! thanks! (:

dinner at NYNY! thanks to both! (: though u both force me eat salad but.... yea.. i still love you both v much! (: thanks for today and thanks for the sacrifices! i really appreciate v much (: ♥ home after that and now, doing upload pictures on FB for yesterday & then do work! pictures taken today are still with cheryl! will upload soon! (: i already had great bday celebrations already and its not yet the actual day! im v grateful! (= been down for quite some time and all these seriously made me very happy.. (':

i ♥ my friends! ^^

ya'll know words can't express my gratitude.

harpie

2010-11-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

simplicity

2010-11-21T13:11:00.006+08:00

*Love Sweetness.
Hey all. Firstly, to start off this post... HP7 WAS AWESOME! idk why but i just love it! Though at times it scare me but it's still seriously very nice! Maybe you're right, i don't read the book. I want to! So, lend me if you have! but i'm gna take zillion years to read sucha thick book! ^^

Caught HP7 on Friday with Girlfriend thanks to Caralyn's card! hehe ^^ book online if not ar... idk whether can get the tickets not. (: worth it! alright so, friday CCN day walk ard and slack around, this year nothing much! went off to meet girlfriend at town~ eat a lil & off for the 2hrs+ movie! dinnered at ramen ten at 313 (: home after that! Saturday, which is yesterday, she came over my place and we watched HP & the half blood prince! HAHA! Still so nice! seriously i want a harry potter marathon! wahaha! i want to watch deathly hallows again! Can't wait for part 2 to be out! Countdown to july now~ haha

Seriously, i think Emma Watson is SUPERBLY gorgeous! Wo de Idol! hee! and Rupert Grint so Cute & good looking! i don't really like Daniel Radcliffe haha! i just love the younger him only~ (:

Ogay, lemme recall huh... Thursday went MBS field trip, it was bloody useless and waste of time and $3 transport moneh! -.- tsktsktsk! went back tampines after that and walk ard and slack with them until they went fr tns and left me & ginneh. she's so nice, help gary buy bag! ^^ oh ya, that day jaslyn pj they all keep laughing at me cos i was 'fishing' .. swinging my itouch in lecture and in bus. haha! kuku one yi ge liang ge..

they win liao, all horse horse there! RL polo siol~ siao siao! haha

Wednesday Holiday huh, thank all Malays. haha! sleep all the way to 3+pm cos tues SSM damn tired siol! alright then meet Pingcheng for dinner at Din Tai Fung (Y) hehe~ walk home, talk talk, chit chat chit chat and update~ =) Xiexie hen duo. ^^

Actually there's so much things that need to be done and I'm blogging here. sigh, oh i heard mummy cutting nails, gna join her later bah.. stupid! every wk nid cut my poor nails. SSM Top table operation starts tml! GOODNESS ME! scared sia! waitress leh woahh damn stress! pray hard things wont be screwed up! all the best to all LRM students! haha!

i think things are much clearer now... shouldn't expect much things & think too much. It's very simple but we made it complicating. So, gna stop worrying abt the future! How easy to say huh. haha! alright, blahblahblah... wishing for the best everyday & hope things won't get complicating. Hope i noe what i'm doing. alright, CHIONG WORK SOOOON! zaijian! Till den~ (:

*there's the truth.

balance

2010-11-14T20:16:00.003+08:00

*Silence doesn't mean consent.

Yet another week passed! What have I been doing these 7 days?! =/ Many things happened through the good and the bad... SSM first 3 weeks Top Table!! Goodness me! This tues would be the last day of boot camp. Thursday going Marina Barrage- for MICE? idk man. What a week. Monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday today-Sunday. wed stayed over at hostel. thursday & friday went to meet cheryl- waited for me fr close to 2 hours. awww sorreh & thanks! (: &&, Honeyest came over on friday night to deliver supper to me. (: thanks! Sat- meet pingcheng for Due Date & went tampines for dinner & bused home. (:

Many things are going through my mind recently... About taking risk, making mistakes, wondering we're doing the right things, afraid of doing the wrong thing yet in the end it still happened... why do we have to always think so much before doing something? Or does it only apply to me? Whatever things we do its always wrong because what we think is right, others might think the other. Things left unspoken causing misunderstandings, yet some things can't be explained. So what if we explain? Does the message really being conveyed to the other person? How do you differentiate excuses and coincidences? Yes, many things doesnt always just happened! It's because we make our own decisions. There are regrets but then? How can things ever be set right? Okay, how about this, what's right? "Follow your heart." uh huh? then? Now, is that what your heart is saying or the mind? So many things, yet not enough time. Doesn't mean that when one doesn't include you in their life like how you do, means that the person has completely forget about you right... if that's the case i think everyone have to be meeting different people at every minute of their life. What's worth? Have you ever been thinking whether the person you always think of will think of you? How do you balance friendships? Why is the best of someone always the worse of one... Sometimes, one problem is already enough for me to not include other things in, cause I know I would never be able to handle so much.. *Why can't I too..* Wow, I have so many questions, i typed so much... So naggy. -.- I think i can continue typing but I should really end here.

*Hoping for the Best.

31st Monthsary

2010-11-07T21:07:00.005+08:00

HELLO ALL! one week never update already! monday-sunday! i cant remember what i did too.. only know how badly my pinkie hurts after SSM. haha! met Girfriend on Thursday for dinner & stay home deepavali friday. Saturday & it was cousin Lynette's Wedding! (: excited! though mornin church my cousins ps but at least they turned up at night! hehe

Church was boring~ haha idk why but i think the prog not interesting enough and its draggy~ anw.. home at 3+ bathed and napped! prepared for wedding dinner. (: sat at VIP table! super shiok ttm! ^^ its like everything were served individually each one portion and its not normal portion! hehe! bigger portion~ that means my sharkfin is bigger bowl~ HEHE! and the service is obviously very different. hehe Nice & wonderful experience!

slack outside with cousins and we saw "cheryl-wannabe" HHAA! from the start of the night, my cousins already think one waitress lk like her already and epic moments~ my cousin stared and stunted when "cheryl-wannabe" served him drinks. haha more pictures with other cousins~ will upload it soon & some pictures are in FB (:

Happy 31 months Girlfriend! ^^ Happy day! went town and she did french manicure~ had Iwatami for lunch & went shop shop~ :D amk for KOI & my place slack and watch TV! (: Simple but nice day out with love. :)

I'M GONNA BE SO DEAD! HAVEN START DOING WORK!

GNA START NOW!

It's gonna be another tough week... jiayou!

*too much things in my mind, i can't explain.

*complaining how bitter your life is.

only love

2010-10-31T21:21:00.003+08:00

*Sometimes, things just fall apart.

Last day of October! October hasn't been a pleasant month for many people that i've known. To me... hmmm, I think it is not really a good or fulfilling month as well. Problems duo duo, fan nao duo duo too. =/ Anw, whatever it is, its gonna end in a few hours' time & it would be a brand new month- November! Hope this month would be a start of a great month for everyone. Friday - SAO's big day! (: Celebrated her bday for her, surprises at her house & then off to TM for Din Tai Fung & then ice cream. (: Hope you enjoyed yourself & really very sorry about the Card! WAIT CAN?! hahahah ^^

after that, went to meet Fiona & Puay Joo awhile at Tampines before Girlfriend is free to meet me! (: Met her at AMK & came my house for dinner because we're both too broke! =/ haha!

Saturday! Met girlfriend and thanks sweetest for the LAO XIANG GANG! =D Dim sum at Novena (Y) (Y) i loike! (: Went town meet Kerwin & walk around town then off to AMK POOL then dinner & KOI! met Honeyest (: she nice nice walk me home & stayed over! but she left in the morning 7+ poor girl needa go mummy's shop help out. (: dont sian! i love you honeyest! (:

Stay home Sunday! (: Tomorrow start school again! OMG! is it because of fear for school that weekends are gone this fast?! Goodness me! Week 2 only! Endure weiting, endure all!

love girlfriend & I'm sorry!

NEEDA BE A NICE & GOOD GIRL WEITING!

sweet noodie

NIGHTS ALL.

29th

2010-10-29T00:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAO! I MISS YOU!

Hello Sao, happy 19th birthday to you! (= Know that recently you've been down down down but just to let you know that no matter what happens, things will eventually be fine. No worries! (= hehe dont be so nehneh vulgar hor! Its okay to change because nothing is permanent, we all change. (: I still love you and still miss the times we once had! All the beating and argueing but know that no matter what i still love you lah! stupid! (: hope you'll have a wonderful birthday and enjoy yourself. dont always worry or sian about this or that! Thanks for being sucha nice friend! (: i'll see you sooon! love you sao!

Happy Birthday Ashwin & Desmond too! (:

somewhere only we know

2010-10-28T22:32:00.005+08:00

*So many people in this world, yet i feel so alone sometimes.

today is thursday! first week of school, considered slack already. except for the fact that YES, I WAS LATE FOR SSM ON TUESDAY... nothing else already. Sigh! damn emo. shall not talk about it.. feel so =/ wtf? sigh! anw, lecture on monday was from 5-6 so went to meet fiona & puay joo! bought remaining things fr SSM. then off to lec. went for dinner with puayjoo, gary, jack, derry, lester, marcus, reynold. home after that and chionged to prepare fr SSM. Tuesday- Screwed up day! went to meet Girlfriend & kerwin after lecture, was freaking tired until i really can kill myself. coma-ed all the way fr 12 hours! Lucky wed no school. hehe. went to meet Girlfriend & kerwin in the afternoon after her school & caught Life As We Know It! (: I like! ^^ home after that (: today, went to school with jaslyn! then chat all the way.. lecture was freaking boring lasted for straight 4 hours, 2 lectures back to back. goodness me! after that, went with puayjoo fiona emily reynold gary lester derry & went Jonathan's condo.. wanted gym but the security niam so went up to his house to slack & jonathan & puayjoo played piano! awww~ so naise! (: i wanna learn! (: went home after that while most of them went for TNS lecture! Coma-ed & coma-ed ~ no school tml~ self declared though. haha! cos im skipping sociology lec! sigh! BORING!

chompz tomorrow with loves? (:

what's best? help me with it. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... how can i make my friends happy?
*I don't know what i want, so don't ask me, cause i'm still trying to figure it out.

start of hell!

2010-10-24T21:15:00.002+08:00

Went to work on Wednesday with Kerwin. At SBI! :) It was quite fun & due to our imba good job done! we are asked to work for the next two days! So... work from Wednesday - Friday! Super tiring! kerwin girlfriend and me met for practically everyday! OMG! Even on Sat! Went out to get stuffs and ended up spending like $200? haha spend on blazer, bag and small stuffs. Spent so much recently and its so sian! Like always not enough money then need to withdraw or dig here and there for extra cash! ): when can i be a lil richer than this? Hopefully school reopen things will get better. (: BUT, i dread school! ): yup, change class and ... i have no comments. hais! Not very lucky still but can say at least better than last sem on how classes are allocated? Hmmm.

Things changed, in moment of rush or what, but it happened. I don't really understand some things. But nevermind... lets take one step at a time. No disappointment with no expectations. The feelings' weird but I hope what I'm thinking is real.. haha (:

*Why not be the role model?
*Why now?

SUCKS TO BE US! SCHOOL TML! I DON'T WANT!!!! ): timetable so pack sia!? 3 days end at 6pm 1 day at 5pm and only relax day is on thursday! But girlfriend not free! ): BYE WORLD! Tml's start of H.E.L.L.

2010-10-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

FML LAH!
Don't ask me what's wrong, because everything is.

*If they only knew.

truth

2010-10-19T21:26:00.003+08:00

*trust me
Went out with Kerwin yesterday & slack around at Bugis before going to Marina Square to meet Girlfriend to find her Vans! =) cant find though, but stayed there cos Kerwin meeting someone to sell iphone. && he is nice enough to treat us Magnum Gold! Yay! Thanks! (: &&, thanks for the talk & all the advises! Sounds professional hehe (Y) thanks best guy frnd! =)

Happy birthday Jason! went Dim Sum Buffet at Vivo with Jaslyn, Sao, ch, Ky, Jason, Zy, Kj. Damn sad its like first wanton my lip itchy liao! -.- allergic to the nehneh prawn! kinda waste moneh there cos never eat much i think. not much variety~ went Dhoby after that to decide what to do.. in the end.. POOL! yay my fav! (Y) so long nvr pool le! =) left half way thru cos i went to meet Girlfriend! acc her to Funan collect her Lappy back! :) loves, girlfriend, loves.

something going through my mind these few days...
hope for the best!

ANW, SCHOOL IS GNA START AND I AM VERY VERY SCARED! SSM IS SO ANNOYING & WASTE MY TIME & MONEH! need to get so many useless things and OMG IT JUST SUCK! ): && the timetable not out yet! so pekchek! && CHANGE CLASS AGAIN! I am scared! THATS ALL, BYE! ^^

*我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起

priority

2010-10-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

*爱很简单

today is Sunday! Went to ulu place with girlfriend, ronald, junkee & junliang! for training on Mac Book & wasted precious time away... lazy to explain but not gonna go for the job trg anymore again~ junkee went back & then we walked under the freaking imba sun to Macpherson Stn & trained to town~ met Fleonna & makaned at KFC! but no roasted chix burger there idk why ): then linda came.. walk ard, chnge Ron's presents & I went home while they went to catch movie! ^^ btw, happy 19th Ronald! (((:

Yesterday, went out at night to meet them for supper; jaslyn, girlfriend, fleonna, xiu, linda, junliang, junhao, to celeb Ronald's bday at Amk area Zi Char! (: epic moments! They like bully me! ahhaha & in the end my area is the most dirty one! I shall not mention what caused it! ahhaa! && the feelings damn naise! lika happy whenever im with them.. home at 12am! pictures with jaslyn! (: i love them!

Ming tian SP school reopen le! ): meaning, byebye girlfriend, you gna start school first! nevermind, i'll go find you okay! (: have fun in school yo~ i know you are looking frwrd to sch starts because you have nice classmates! cherish them! yay! && im super scared of my new class & timetable! its not out yet, heard it will only be out on friday which is like 3 days b4 sch starts -.- super annoying!

anw, as requested... ginneh:
hellloo! hehe! wow how should i start... hmmm, okay, firstly, thanks for all the advices that you've been giving me & thanks for listening to my nonsense! you are seriously too funny to be true & talking to you is like training 6 pec! haha! i think i told you abt my first impression of you, in case u forget or i missed out, you're fierce & isolated at the corner back of the classroom! HAHA! secret: i tot u wouldnt contribute in projects like seriously i was damn sian but turned out to be.. woah! you did so much fr all! LOL! gam xia man! && im not a oh-so-good-friend, i think. haha! oh ya, and u know what, i think the things u said make a lot of sense! like really would help one not rubbish lah okay and hello, i get what u mean lah all the things that u said to me & blahblahblah.. i didnt know we would talk abt own lifes. (: i think u never really tell me much about you leh.. u can tell me one u noe. haha! i can listen! ^^ ohhh, && i know you're nice to me like really i noe. haha! thanks! && i like the things u say.. hmm i mean like... make sense and like because you are the super straight person, so things u said actually are v true & all lah.. aiya you know you know?? haha! (: i think thats about it? secret: i hope i can get into the same class as you this sem. (: && thanks for your concerns & all. love you ginneh! (:

*Will it be like how it used to be?

change a pace

2010-10-15T23:45:00.005+08:00

*过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在

Hello all~ OMG! imma lazy girl! hahaha! Its not that I doesn't wanna blog you see... haha Its because I dont have peektures! Alright, lazy to recall again! ok next time i will be efficient already k! hahaha today, my house for movies! =)

cant rmb previously what happened le~ =/

midnight, went to surprise GF! awww with ron, fleo & jl! (= success! ^^ chatted and all then ron drove us home~ damn fun! i like! (=

7th/thurs - dearest GF's 19th! & our 30monthsary! ^^

celebrate her bday with fleo in the mrng! Sakae~ & went novena for WII! ^^ damn fun ttm! hehe then meet the rest for dinner ~ xiu, linda, sabb, gavin, pingcheng, yam, ron, junhao! (L) chit chat~ the feeling's damn nice.. its always damn nice being around them... makes me feel like myself.. (=

10th/sun - shop shop with girlfriend & mummy! then gf went to meet parents & we continue walking around till at night, meet jaslyn awhile chat chat then home~ (=
11th/mon - BFT with girlfriend & kerwin.. then met Fiona at MS & saw Ginneh!! LOL! went K~ slack & homed

12th/tues - BFT with girlfriend & kerwin.. then met sao off for coca cola interview! epic failure~ shall not talk about it. haha! sadded..

13th/wed - went to meet jaslyn, sao, ch, zhiyu & jason to collect SSM uniform at Lavender! makan at ulu coffeeshop? haha then went for work at raffles place with sao & jason! the survey one.. imba lah they both... finish already im still doing.. really prove that im not suited for that job.. ): sad! HAIS! then home fr dinner!

14th/thurs - meet girlfriend! & off to kerwin's house for her songs! haha then stone there cos too comfy already~ haha! after that, we went bugis & gf ps us to meet her class for dinner. ahha! no lah nvr ps lah.. just that after she left we two lika loner wandering around bugis nia lo~ hahha! he so nehneh keep snatching away my phone! oopps... reminded me of something, I frgt to reply msg! =/

MANY THINGS HAPPENED! No matter what... i'll hold on tight. (:

Anw, I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND, CHERYL ! school's gna start sooon! i will miss times we had bft tgt! ): see ya sooon ! hehe (=

*Everything is going to be alright, maybe not today, but eventually...
*终于看开爱回不来

made with love

2010-10-04T13:24:00.006+08:00

Happy Monday Everybirdie~ ^^ I'm back to update this pathetic dead blog~ Sorry imma lazy girl... heh! Alright lemme start off with interesting day which is memorable & funnx! (: Saturday; Thanks to Noble Fleonna giving me Saturday to celebrate advance birthday with Kerwin for Cheryl! (: [more pics in FB]

That gong gong boy really sweet ttm! (:
Kerwin & I met up earlier to give Cheryl surprise at her hse cos she doesn't know he's coming! (: in the end, epic failure! HAHA! alright, sauna at her house while she's preparing, then off we go to Funan! her laptop failed her once again and sending it to Hospital! =/

went suntec cos i needa update my mummy's bank book! slack there and then, we revealed the first surprise! a heart shape box~ but hidden truth! =O haha we blind fold her and ask her to take out everything thats in the box! cause' her present inside! xD

she kinda freaked out~ hahaha! spiders~ waaa that moment was damn funnie! (: happy that she got a shocked! i was still afraid the plan will fail! haha. wanted to watch movie but no timings and no nice movies~ so we kinda w.a.l.k. to clarke quay~ (: for our dinner at liang court! (:

in our way there~~~ we were lika lazy, we walk and sit and walk and sit~ the weather was horribly hot! its like perspiring man! but i think its kinda fun walking ard and chatting~ (:

settled dwn at saizeriya restaurant at liang court for dinner! (: then he passed her the handmade card guided by 本小姐 on thursday! ^^ but he came out with most of the ideas himself so i didn't help much too. haha! in the end it was so nice i also like the card lor! =/ haha! was a simple day yet how memorable. (: stopped at clarke quay smth like bungee jump there watching people fly up and down and i swear im scared and i seriously told them if they really do that during my birthday; blind fold me and bring me there to play that, i will jue jiao! haha! cos i know i will die! like seriously! hehe! then i told my mum that there's a grp of people who blind folded their frnd and only unfold when she's sitting on the seat, she was like if my frnds do that to me she will kill them. HAHA!

so, we walk to central and slack there, chat chat chill chill ~ (: i flew home after that. thanks Kerwin for helping out with things and all! (: appreciate your effort! (= and glad that this girl here is happy! (:

met this boy on thursday to make her card. ^^ so xi xin huh! xD

met him on friday again to buy those gifts and all~ (:

found these pictures in cheryl's memory card and so, gna upload~ hahaah (: one simple day going out and then meet kerwin fr dinner at town~ (:

the end. (:

recently chatting with one huai dan little girl & make me keep laughing to myself. haha! too farnie already. haha alright, i have many things to do and I'm so exciited! =D Met girlfriend just now and thanks fr the Macs treat! heheh! ^^ happy workinggg! (: Ogay, I'm going to be a hardworking girl this few days! Till then! Chaoz~ ^^

*Maybe I got used to missing you.

stresssss

2010-09-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

*how far we've come.

some overdue pictures~

Chalet~

ECP last thursday with Jaslyn, Thaijin, Sao, Chuanhui, Zhiyu & Jason! :) picnic and its raining cats & dogs and the pavillion like a dirty only! thanks to zy's tent as base.. though there's lots of hair =/ hahaha! makaned and chilled! :D

we got choked stupidly by the sparkles smoke! & TJ damn funneh! she got night blindness and after we took the picture, everyone siam and after like 10s of coughing.. i heard: Ni men zai na li~ i just LOL out cos tj cant see and she walk to the back and couldnt find us! HAHA! xD

mac fr dinner & bus home with ch & jaslyn! (:

friday-sunday LANCOME flyers sai kang~ fml! i hate the staffs can? damn guailan ttm! like seriously! no instructions given and expect us to know! too much to complain. ask me in person. hahaha! only thing lucky is sao is there with me! we both suffered like injuries~ -.- hard earn moneh! haha! time crawls like mad and we'll always sing at 5pm-6pm then off work! hehe :D

CH came to find us aftr her work! hehe :D

friday went to meet girlfriend and kerwin after work at AMK and had NYNY fr dinner. chill and slack! :D i like! (Y) hehe then sat, went home and sunday aftr work went to meet ashwin fr dinner at AMK pizza hut. home sweeeet home!

monday went interview at tanjong pagar with sao and thaijin.. zhiyu and jason tag along. tj went off aftr interview and then we stupidly went raffles place fr BK lunch.. -.- then go back town haha! went to visit CH cos she working at Taka! (: home fr dinner!

met Fiona today and walk & walk & walk for practically the whole day. (:

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNLIANG BRO! ^^

*prove it

exciiiited cos ideas are generating (:

reality

2010-09-22T14:08:00.008+08:00

*Do you even know me?

I love 1K06 (Y)
Back from 1K06 Chalet on monday! That night was like just nice for me to get out of house for a day, a night. However, the morning totally spoiled my mood. My father wrote me a note A4 size paper saying don't anyhow go, at night don't anyhow go, don't go to the beach, be careful, anything, ask my girlfriends to accompany me... added on with things which irritates me: Call home every 2 hours, people give me food dont anyhow take and eat, don't drink what others give me.. Nice? Enough for me to reply his letter with 2-sided A3 size essay.

Met Sao at town first to go collect our shirts for our work on this coming friday-sunday. Need monehhh~ hais! went Whitesands meet Chuan Hui & Caralyn already walk around and went to take shutter bus to the Chalet... meet the others and play and slack. Can't remember much except playing cards, and sat in Ruben's car! So cool, we went Whitesands to buy ice and bee hoon! :) went back, BBQ and makan and... CYCLE! Damn funny, me and sao on the bike laughing and screaming. its like what a release of oneself. hahaa! night is cooling and nice (:

not enough drinks, we cycled out after much struggle due to an additional chuanhui! HAHA! 3 people on a bike ok! its like screaming~ hahaha! thanks to thaijin and serena's demo, if not we wouldnt have managed to even start. haha! Celebrate Wan Ting's birthday with durian mooncake! back and play cards with Zhiyu & KarYaow, slack and my stomach cui already due to the intensive drinking of MILK & all oily food! chatted with Shuqing, lol! and then Caralyn & Melo came in to the room. :) & before i know, i fell asleep. heh!

morning chiong out, sao, chuanhui & I went Zhiyu's house first to wait for him to bath then cab to sao's house to wait for her to bath and i instantly fell asleep on her sofa! =O haha! went town cos sao getting watch. then met Jaslyn, slack and all, went back h.o.m.e! bath & napped! :) Pictures with everyone. I haven't got them yet. will post some soon. ^^

End of Chalet! I think i missed out alot of things but... hahah
Went for lunch at Hub with Girlfriend before she goes to work. Thanks yea! :) and my father at home today so sian, so I'm trapped in my room! Nah I'm fine with it... Stay home Mid-Autumn Festival may be cool. Gonna do some meaningful things & not just Stone my day away. :)

Btw, pictures taken on Sat at Sab's place! (:
more at FB!

B Y E B Y E ~
Ps: Bon Voyage Sab! :) Enjoy!
*can't like you.

Wishhh

2010-09-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

Need to have a more interesting holiday.

TODAY IS SUNDAY! Spent the day with Girlfriend @ my place! Went central buy toiletries & bought Koi & lunch home - super heavy ttm! =/ Watch Vampires Suck online and seriously damn gross & it really suck ttm. What a waste of time watching... Slack & watched Love Concierge :) Naise naise! ^^ Old dramas still the best! (Y) Dinnered, Slack and she went back! :) She's gna start working tomorrow le... so sad... but, what to do! JIAYOU! Earn more & treat me makan! =)

Yesterday went Sab's house with Girlfriend, Jaslyn & Junliang! Celebrating Hari Raya! Thanks for the food and everything! :D Esther joined us awhile cos she was busy with her work... ): then played pictionary & taboo & cards with Sab's poly friends too! Wanning, Ben & Sinyee. =) At first damn awkward, but after crapping and eating, everythings fine le. haha! Had fun there & its reallly ten million years we never get together already =/
(Pictures with SAB!)

Friday, went out with Girlfriend go town walk walk and acc her cut hair before that! She finally cut her hair! ahha! oh ya and pictures all with her! upload after she send me, provided that im not lazy! haha! Shop and spent moneh! ): hahaha! so long nvr shop already i wanna buy so many things! meet kerwin for dinner at Mos! Slacked, pictures & home! =)

I need some freedom. Its just a freaking 1 day chalet only also angry! Why is it that you must see my freaking face before you can sleep!? This is too much already. I really can't stand it anymore. Thanks to the 1k06 chalet tml, i can finally be out for a night! It's like everything i do you also not happy, dont go out then stay home do what? Stone or watch tv!? I need a life, please understand me too. The more you do this, the more rebellious i will get, trust me. Don't test my patience.
& btw dear mummy, thats not the thank you i want to hear from you. Can anyone appreciate the things i do? Or is it that you feel as though i didnt do anything nice at all? Wtf. -.- I just cant put the feelings into words here..

Whatever happened recently are too much for me to handle. I don't like. Goodnights world!
Waiting for a getaway...

Ps: Bon Voyage Fiona! :)

Perfect.

2010-09-17T00:13:00.004+08:00

Back to blog!
Alright, forget about the things that happened way before I can remember... lemme recall about what happened for the past two days...

Btw, Chuan Hui's Sweet 18th on the 13th! Love ya! poorthing have to study for Exams.. =/ But still bet you will enjoy for the next few days with all your crazy celebrations! (:

Tuesday, after last paper, fun with Ginny, Fiona, Puay Joo, Lester (His birthday-14th Sept), Gary, Jack & Derry! We went KBOX at Hougang and before that went coffee shop eat and Marcus & Reynold were there too! Sing, sang, sung! :) Cake for Lester and went back after that yo! Oh ya & thanks to Ginny for honey water and thanks Gary for Milk! Heheh! (Y) pictures with Fiona (:

yesterday's trip to USS for YOG appreciation night! Before that, went Town with Ginny! For Xiao long bao @ Din Tai Fung! :) Shiok can? We had like 10 each! Lol~! Bestttt~ then went Ion find food and she bought Custard Fish thingy! Not bad yeaaa heh heh =) She acc me to Vivo to meet the others! Weeee~ then met jaslyn & sao first! pictures with Ginny's baobeiiii! Jack, Gary, Lester, Gary, Reynold, Emily, Fiona, Puay Joo & I went to take bus into RWS cos the queue for Monorail is too long, but the bus ride to RWS quite long compared to monorail.. haha okay, its damn kuku cause the first ride is MUMMY & i am super scared... blahblahh, fiona & emily gave it a miss & sorry to PJ that i grabbed her d.a.m.n tight i think blood cant flow! Stupid Gary still keep scaring me =/ not gonna describe further abt it, guys if you know me... yup, you would know what would have happened. haha.

seperated with the rest & left me, Sao, Fiona & Emily wandering around cause they crazy went to take Mummy ride for the 2nd time. Skip to the end~~~ Dinner at some burger shop & missed all the available transport except CAB! zZZ wanted to walk to Vivo but couldnt find the way, & the saviour for the day was PJ's DAD for sending us out of Sentosa with the giant bus! heheh. Cab back with Jaslyn & JAM like -.- we reach home at like 2am can? -.- In the end, go USS like spend too much money cos of the transport.. hais & i didnt try all rides thanks to my weak little heart.. ): sui bian ar sui bian ar~ Home sweeet home la ... hmm not reallly.. the night was bad. I don't like it. Insomnia for the night idk why.. & morning chionged to job interview with Sao, thanks! then meet benjamin & went dhoby find jaslyn, chuan hui, zhi yu, jason! Chill at Starbucks, went arcade then me & jaslyn left. She went to meet mum & I went to meet Honeyest! :) She treat Koi & we went fairprice buy food & came over my house to cook! :) She so so nice.. slack, chat & went back at 11pm :) Thanks! =)

Ps: will be working on 24-26th Sept 12-6pm @ Raffles City Robinson! Flyers though, but do come visit! :)

*I can't describe how it feels like.

2010-09-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

Drop Dead Diva :D

Can't help not moving forward and dwelling on the past;
Let go of the past because you can't get it back, at least not in the exact same way.

2010-09-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

天凉了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚
而你我找不到若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天凉了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚
而你我找不到若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
身陷过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

Just a Dream

2010-09-09T19:49:00.003+08:00

I know YOG ended like a few weeks already.
But I just post this picture cause I find it nice ok! :)

Alright, Hello all! I went to rebond my hair today and had a haircut! :D The lady massage my head was like a shiok only seriously! :D home after that and after I alighted at AMK my back like super painful! ): Idk why and what's wrong I damn worried ): reach home, rest on bed and ok already! lucky! :) Hari Raya tomorrow? Selamat hari raya to Sab & all! heheh. & to Ibrahim! HAHA

Past 3 days were like hell for many people! :( Total tiredness and drained ttm due to exams! To me, exams' like gaining weight thanks to stress! Cause I practically ate at least 4 meals a day! Breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper! Goodness me! Monday Tuesday Wednesday some days stayed in school to study and Wednesday, finally a self declared rest day! Went to collect bursary in the evening with mummy! Saw Linda, Junkee, Haris and Junkee. Seriously, yesterday was superbly tired ttm I cant even talk on the phone properly! ): sorry!

Happy belated 29th Monthsary Girlfriend! :D

Exam date, therefore, we didn't meet up.. Letz go enjoy enjoy after exam okayz! Finally, some relaxation, slacking, playing, take endless pictures and most importantly, shopppinnggg!!

*Ps: Buy new Gingerbread man pouch!

All the best for the remaining 2 papers! Jiayou alright! letz work hard together and it's gna end lika sooon! :) I can't wait to see you tomorrow! Hope tomorrow would be a productive day for both of us! I still love you muchz! :) Thanks for all encouragements and waking up early in the morning just to wish me luck! So sweeet~ :)

*Desire to put your life on hold for someone you love.

Did a test from Fiona's schedule book on 'love'. Results that I change boyfriend faster than clothes! What is this! Wrong! But what's contradicting is that it says I desire a long lasting r/s but however, I'm afraid to commit and the thought of marraige scares me because I have to spend the rest of my life with that one person. =/

ENDURE & JIAYOU FOR EXAMS ALL!

CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS!

AUGUST happenings!

2010-08-28T17:26:00.008+08:00

*Never knew i would felt this way.

IBRAHIM :D
nicer picture with him but in Fiona's camera!
will definitely upload sooon~

Hello all, im back from busy YOGGG~ actually tomorrow last day, but today will be all the countries checking out already! My off today, not going back to help since my Germany left already! haha! Contradicting cause I love Spain during WC but love Germany during YOG thanks to "love at first sight" HAHA! *Snap snap snap*

Been busy and tired, so didnt manage to keep this blog alive but now I'm back with pictures to summarised this August! Many things happened! seriously, practically all different kind of things; happy, exciting, sad, anger, helpless, stress, crazy... Idk!

Some random day out to Sentosa with 2K07 !

Celebrating Jaslyn's advance 19th with them~

& btw, Happy birthday Zhen Jie!
Don't be emo, don't be sad. As what I've said, you have friends around you! Don't sian larhhh! Though this 18th might not be as good as how you expected it to be, but just live the best outta it cause' this comes only once in your lifetime! heheh! Cheers! :D (All the things i've already said in the message haha)

Oh, this is my FEM group members! :D i miss them! Especially Nabee and Anita! hahahha so loong never chat with them already! hahaha

Last few days in TAS, 2K07 (: nice bunch of people~ i will miss this class.

Blur blur~

1K06 Girls! miss the times~

& presenting, GINNNYYYY~ ahhaha she brought me to Festive Hotel for Ice cream! and we snapped lots of pictures but i'm Lazy to post! Chat nonsense at Vivo rooftop at night with her! it was nonsense and fun~ :D she never fail to make me lol with her "FML" hahaha :D

Finally, Jaslyn's advance 19th with 5A!
Sorry that this message came late, been busy and all so didnt get the chance to write something for you. You were in BKK on your birthday which i think its special! haha anw, yup happy belated to you, hope that things would be fine and still going great between us, recently there's rubbish in our way ): Don't bottle up things in your heart, letz share so that it wouldnt be a burden for you to handle things alone. Dont be sad, dont be stress, just live life as it could be. Stay happy i know thats just what you want to be. Dont worry about the future for it has yet to come. cherish now, i love you jaslyn :)

I love themmm! :D Pingcheng and gavin missing in the picture btw. :D after so long, we met up for mini celebration for jaslyn! love the feeling with them though its been like dinosaur years since we last met up. no matter what, they all will always be special to me in many ways. :D

Awww, Girlfriend!

Sorry that i've been awfully busy with YOG and didnt accompany you for these few weeks! i miss you so and this break, we didnt get to hang out like how every other breaks used to be; meeting almost everyday, slacking, playing, shopping and doing many other things together. ): Sorry, and i know didnt chat like how we used to due to the tiredness after every YOG duties. Sorry to have irritated you cause im tired and attitude you. thanks for tolerating and thanks for being nice! I love you, and i cant wait for the exams to be over and i'll make up to u :)

15th August - Honeyest 19th birthday. didnt get to send you a super long message like how i used to cause im busy with YOG! so sorry about it! ): we hasnt been msging for v long cause im too busy and im so sorry! we'll meet up soon ok! i miss you honeyest and still, thanks for always being so nice to me! i still love you! :) cant wait to go to your new house and letz go buy food at ntuc tgt and u shall cook for me! :D i miss you & hope things are gg well for you. love you honeyest. (:

Wahhaha just saw them and randomly took picture with them.
(South Africa)

Sao! thanks to her, she's there for me during YOG accompany me and all. xiexie ni. though after which, our schedules are all different, i still miss crapping with you and walking to stupid hall 13 before going to hall 14 for lunch/dinner! haha nice di-siao-ing you with Yi tui! x) you know i know~ haha! please know that its all kidding and dont be so kuku lah! cheer up! dont take things so seriously hor! make yourself upset only! smile smile lah k! :)

(: like some crazies, but i don't mind.

this is Puay Joo and she's niceee ttm! haha not like she's gna read this but just wna thank her for being there with me during my shift! staying back with me even after your shift just to accompany me! helping me do this and that and tolerate me tickling and di-siaoing you! hahaha! And most importantly, thanks for teaching me and making me memorise points for Accounting and rom! always testing me and finding ways to make me rmb! Thanksss! :D I will miss the times!

Fiona! Though she's not in my hall but its as if she is in my hall cos our hall damn near its just a distance of climbing a hill. haha! You're not gg to read this as well, but wna thank you for being niceee nice nice! buying honey lemon water x2 for me and pj cause I have no voice thanks to eating too much pistachios! hahaha! and buying robitussin honey lemon and mint sweets for my throat! thanks for accompanying me during ytd's appreciation night! thanks for always supplying light sticks! wahaha :)

Hall 8 staff w/o ridhwan and meiyan! thanks for everything and i'll miss you people teasing me! hahaha thanks for always giving me opportunities to go to block 44 cause Germany stays there! hahaha :D & btw, happy birthday Nana! it was her birthday ytd! (:

Exams' round the corner and sad to say, yours is starting soon. Please take good care of yourself and jiayou for exams! dont be too stress! study whatever you can and dont worry alright! Just do your best! i miss you! Jiayouuu for now, i cant wait for all of these to be over and letz go enjoy ourselves alright. we'll go henderson wave, sentosa tanning, eat good food, shopping, slacking, movies and chat like there's no tomorrow.. i love you :)

*Remind us all of what we used to be.

distant

2010-08-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

*I hope we built it on solid ground.

Just as I post the previous post, I received my freaking YOG schedule! Seriously, it sucks! Alright, shall not complain much since I guess mine is better than the others. I am lucky enough already and I guess that's enough. I just hate the feeling when I think about the exams, I will feel super worried for it. Sigh! Suan liao suan liaoz~ Yes, & finally, chatted with Caralyn, take care. Don't worry.

*We have many things left unspoken.
*Misunderstanding kills.

lessons and pictures and pictures! OMG! ITS ALL IN FACEBOOK LAH I THINK! HAHA so many! LAST DAY AT TAS BTW! haha! GOODBYE TAS!

chill chill with Ginny after lesson! Damn funny we really dno what to do and all just slack around, went Marche to makan rosti~ then bought coffee, she introduced me OCK chicken wing which is freaking nice! Went up sky garden/park/whtevr it is there and slack and chat! She's super funny we laughed our ass off! HAHAHA! I like lah hor! :D

Ps: I'm not trying to play the good guy here.
I don't want it either.

Girlfriend, thanks; I love you! (:

*Sometimes, we really do forget who we really are.
Sometimes, we are blinded by many things.
Sometimes, its just hard to accept.
Sometimes, sometimes...

take me away

2010-08-05T00:41:00.004+08:00

*Loving someone for who they really are.

Hello I'm back to blog nonsense! I'm very lazy to upload pictures, so I'll upload them some other day alright? I just have the sudden urge to type rubbish here! I think this is the only source for me to spam my nonsense and maybe I'll feel a little better after complaining! Oh ya, Monday: initially thot plan canceled, so gna spend my time after school with Ginny & Thaijin, but plan didn't cancel! So, meet up with GIRLFRIEND!!! :D Went home after school on Tuesday, today, went to meet Honeyest and caught Street Dance! :D upload picturesss soooon~ all on FB btw.

First and foremost issue: Seriously, I hate YOG! It really sucks! It's taking up too much time from the study week and hello? Students need to study! Fine, if students have good results, but spare a thought for those who are already struggling with it! Goodness! Everything about YOG sounds so 'Wow!', but in fact, hidden beneath this 'Wow!' lies the grudges of 'volunteers'! Yes, my fault for volunteering! I seriously Regret like Mad! So what if they are giving free tickets to USS for the reward? Fine, I haven't get my schedule yet, so, I'll complain again next time.

&&, school's not good! This sem isn't easy. I guess everything became super slack and seriously, it's my problem for getting lazier and lazier! Goodness me! Lemme rot at home and D.i.e please! I know I need to study hard but I just can't bring myself to! Damn fuck up! I hate it!

I really need to be patient and nothing but patient! I don't understand why I can't tolerate and let my emotions overwhelmed everything! Arghhh! But sometimes I just can't understand certain things. I.a.m.s.e.l.f.i.s.h. all i think about is myself I guess. Time for self-reflection!

Last week at TAS, perhaps, last day tml! Friday no lesson. Oh ya! Speaking of which, MONEH issue! Waaa, God! Why is money always causing all these unhappiness?! So stress! I fucking need my account receivable to turn into my Cash at bank! Need to pay this pay that! Omg! Seriously! I need a getaway! I really do! Give me a few days, lemme enjoy something special and leave this stressful place and just enjoy the peace.

-Through all the good and bad

*I know life isn't fair because IT'S LIFE!
So, LOVE YOUR LIFE, AND LEAVE A LEGACY WORTH REMEMBERING.

I'm trying, always trying.
*TAKE ME AWAY

hello august!

2010-08-01T14:27:00.004+08:00

*Being defeated is often a temporary condition.
Giving up is what makes it permanent.

OMG i realised I haven't been updating for sucha long time~ 2 weeks! haha! i only remember last saturday i went my cousin's chalet~ nothing much, just some embarassing moments whereby i chiong in the wrong chalet. haha! oh and btw, bought itouch already! thanks to Ginny's Voucher! :) ok not like she's gna read this! and thank you girlfriend fr acc-ing me! :D

Anw, stay-home-sunday again! nice to sleep in the superbly cooling weather! Met Girlfriend yesterday and she came over! :D after so damn long we finally met! heh heh! Can't wait for holidays yo~ can meet and all! Slack at home and all.. :)

haha. I love you! :D

oh ya, Monday~ went Sentosa after school while waiting for time to pass. I didn't know I'll be going so... I never wear the proper beach wear haha! slack awhile at the beach, under the hot sun! played ball and all. :) naise! went to meet Amanda after that, but i went Vivo buy top to change cos I'm perspiring like mad! Haha. After so long.. finally met up and ketchup with her. Tonnes of things to update manz.. :) really miss her a lot.
*Time to release what I've hold on to because it's pointless.

Thursday, went Vivo after school with them! :) after ten thousand years... okay lah, awhile, I think cause Jaslyn need to kill time before her Work... so, i think should be thursday, can't remember or is it Wed? haha!

anw, yup i like this picture. :)

and i miss them :)

Sao bought Breezer! aiyoo tsk tsk tsk~ so long never meet her already then now she's doing such thing. hais! HAHA no lah! nevermind~ yesterday night chat on msn with her cause i think she is idk how to describe! haha. oh ya, take lots of care lah Jaslyn! pleaseeee recover sooon! you need to enjoy the BKK Trip! :) &&, Thaijin; Zhen Jie! take care too! :)

*Don't have to move away from old memories in order to create a new one.

unchangeable

2010-07-18T16:30:00.009+08:00

*We each holds a different meaning in life.
holding on too tightly, i should losen the grip.
#4 Letter to my sibling - but I don't have! haha Skip this..

#5 Letter to my dreams
Dear Dreams,

please come and visit me in my sleep, inspire me, achieve something in life. It doesnt have to be big. I hope to have realistic dreams but not those dreams i had when I was young. Sorry to trouble you because i always daydream about so many things; stupid, ambitious, unrealistic, etc. But dream, thank you for giving me hopes and life, because w/o you I think reality would hurt so much more. Dreams are my reality, haha! :)

Love,
weiting!

projects finally come to an end, though there's still presentations but still at least its all submitted. BUT! fuck lah the shyt tcher like a shyt! fuck up! -.- nonid to elaborate, hais! & about the Acc Test on friday.. no comments. -.- met girlfriend ytd and slacked at home. :) so long never see you already! imy!
start to dislike Sunday.. rephrase: start to dislike myself, cos whenever I'm busy and want to take a break on Sunday, I had to rush work. But when I'm free and can rest, I want to be busy. Maybe its like that lah hor? hais. plans ruined~ due to the rain and laziness! Seriously~~~ -.-
i think i care too much..

*Words with no meaning.
*Words that make the heart sink...
did you feel my good?
Time for self!
i think this will be the last reminder
So hard;serious, so take things easy; lightly.
:)

GLORY!

2010-07-12T11:25:00.003+08:00

The moment of Glory! :)
Congratulation SPAIN - CHAMPION! :D

I watched until damn touched can!? HAHA! Seriously lah! But i must say, they should really score earlier within the 90mins... =/ Broke like begger now. sad! & stayed up to watch the extra time! But, still super happy that they won the WC Championship! Really is Happy like Siao! Credit to Andres Iniesta! :) Alright, Im freaking in School now... didn't go for lecture because, FORGET IT LAH SERIOUSLY! -.-

Iker Casillas Golden Glove! :D BEST Goalkeeper!

Awww David Villa Silver Boot! so Cute!

Eh i watched the match til so angry lah its like stupid Holland players! Lazy to describe and what's wrong with the referee? haha! issueing so many yellow cards and 1 red card! HAHA! alright, so fucked up -.- im going to fucking do my work now!
BYEEE! CANT WAIT FOR ALL THIS TO END!
WEDNESDAY!

*wtf, now what -.-

2010-07-11T01:42:00.004+08:00

*this is me, I'm unchangeable.

Project project~ I really didnt sleep from wednesday night to thursday. Rushing FEM project for SS penguin. Seriously and the whole day in school I was like a zombie! On my way to school, i coma-ed all the way frm bishan to city hall, yes, missed my dhoby. Seriously, it was torturing trying to stay awake when my mind already shutted down. Went home after lesson and I struggled to stay awake. Its like standing up and dozing off with my eyes freaking opened! & my legs gave way, its like... I don't know how to describe can... just, embarrassing! I tried looking around the train but my eyes still like sticking together. Went to take bus and seriously, walking unconsciously can? haha! I was messaging nonsense too! It was freaking funny! haha! Bus home and seriously I tried not to close my eyes cos I believed that I will end up at the end of the bus terminal. Homed-bathed-slept! 5pm-9.30pm! my parents keep waking me up for dinner! ok end of story.

then it was project and project and I fell SICK! walao aaa... fuck leh! -.- zZz ok today, I'm so sorry sao i really really couldn't wake up! ): sorry sorry! I woke up only at 1+pm and i rushed to Changi Airport to meet grp members for FEM and it was not productive. Why? Because the very first part is not done then how can others continue on our own parts? Seriously, we spent every single fucking day trying to come up with that plan and seriously, you can make your own decisions ok!? If you can't then accept and don't freaking doubt us already! COME TALK STRAIGHT IN MY FACE LAH! FML for the first time idk why! so sian my mood like one fuck! -.- I suck lea.. because I fucking suck.

Uruguay VS Germany later! Supporting Germany only because honeyest bet for them. ahha! she said she win then she treat me KOI bbt thats why i support Germs and hope they win. HAHA! & Holland VS SPAIN! I fucking support SPAIN! Spain must win! awwww i bet days w/o World Cup would be so empty lah! hahaa like gambler addict lah wtf! but its fun! love to analyse! hehe!

*Used to shine so bright, but i watched all of it fade.
i miss you

forever more

2010-07-07T22:43:00.004+08:00

Happy 27th Monthsary !

Hello Girlfriend, happy 2 years 3 months!

Caught TWILIGHT ECLIPSE at Cine. :) hungry until -.- went lucky plaza buy stuff ald then went Paragon makan at DIN TAI FUNG finally! haha :D thanks yaa i know you dont feel like eating but still stuff all in your mouth ahah! :) lovessss! walk around town and then homed. :) lets do more things tgt when we are both free next time. sorry nowadays will be damn busy ): still, LOTS OF LOVE!

Germany VS Spain later! haha today, im not gna sleep ): but i seriously think i will sleep after the match. ahha jiayou Spain, please win! i love ya-s!

*I've been told, what's done is done

To let it go and carry on

Deep inside I know that's true

I'm stuck in time, stuck on you

We were still untouchable

*imissyou

how much was the love?

worry

2010-07-05T22:52:00.004+08:00

*I still care ok.

Omg, Uruguay VS Holland & Germany VS Spain !
Seriously, i think that Holland is strong and will win, but the cute little bird is contradicting me, haha! Because it predicted that Uruguay will win! I doubt that but, you'll never know! =/
I don't like Germany to the max lah! I know they are quite a strong team, but I still support Spain! Because i love them especially David Villa! awwww~ :) he's a damn zai striker! though Klose also very strong.. Hmmm... but my father bought Germany 2-0 Spain. Zzz. Can't wait for the match mans! it'll be damn exciting! whoo-hoo~!

It's not that we're not listening to you & your suggestions,
but because you ain't talking to us. Come talk straight in my face lah! -.- zZz

I'm seriously very worried about my remaining Three Group Projects! Seriously, the problems are piling now, what a good time. -.- Why now? Can't we just chiong all these now and get over with it faster? ):

DEADlines:
Intro to Leisure & Recreation 9th - this Friday
Attraction management 14th - next Wed
& FEM 14th - next Wed! ---This is the damn cui project of all! ):
Goodluck, there's Accounting Test on 16th too. =/

*Can't wait for Wednesday to come. :) :D :) :D :) :D

with love.

2010-07-04T20:42:00.008+08:00

*Some who own a place in your heart

#2 Letter to my Crush,
I've been thinking very long who this crush might be, but, i couldn't think of any. So, i shall skip this! :)

#3 Letter to my Parents,

Dear Mama,

actually I really have many things that I want to tell you and let you know how I feel, but I just can't bring myself to say all those. So, I shall express my love for you here! :) Alright, I know how much you've been taking care of me and how much you really love me. Thanks for always helping me do things and housechores, I know I don't help in doing all these housechores, you complained but you wouldn't force me to do it. I'm really a pampered kid, asking you to help me take this and that because I'm just lazy to reach out for it. Haha!

Thank you for sacrificing many things for me. Thanks for always cooking nice food for me and my friends. Eventhough I always complain about the same dishes you cook, but deep down I really appreciated and seriously, your cooking is superb! You understand me the most, even if I didn't say much, it really surprised me. I know its been hard on you because of the financial problems we had and especially my spending can be very high. Although i come home late night and all, you scolded me but I know its because lao beibei will nagged and give you a hard time. I know that you always stand by me and support me. Thanks for sharing the past with me and I love the times when we just lay on bed and chat together. :)

Sorry that I always vent my anger on you eventhough you care so much about me. But I just want you to know that I truly appreciate your love and I cherish you very much. You always work so hard to earn money for this family and even though you are tired to the max, you still cook dinner every single day after work. I really want to provide you a good life later on in life when I start to earn money. So wait for me, I'll bring you overseas one day, we'll take the plane together.

Last but not least, I want you to know that you're an amazing mummy because you know about a lot of things. You always fascinates me with strange knowledge that you know. I love to play with you and disturbing you when you are about to sleep. :) You are so cute and I really love the way you kiss me and always tuck me in my blanket in the morning and making breakfast for me before you goes to work. Thanks for disciplining me through my years of living and mama, I love you to death.

Love,
女儿

Dear Lao Beibei,

yes, I love you too though my words here totally doesn't match my attitude towards you, but yes, I do. Sorry I always couldn't control my temper towards you and not showing you respect that normal daughters would do. I know you really dote on me very much and seriously love me to the max and always wanting to protect me like I'm a little girl. But lao beibei, I've grown and matured, I need my freedom and life. I won't go astray so please trust me. Someday, you have to let me go, so start losen your grip on me now. I've talked to you once on such issue and ended up crying a river. I wouldn't want to start a talk on this again but I hope you still remember what I've said. Also, I always attitude you because you always do things that irritates me, sorry I really tried to control myself now already.

About the boyfriend issue, I have nothing to say. You always disapprove of guys near me and when my boy-friends come my house you will show the super angry and attitude face, seriously, you don't have to alright? They are just my friends! You want me to become nun meh? No right? I know now at this age you are worried but when the day comes, please give me your blessing! :)

By the way, thank you for always giving in to me I know I'm not easy to deal with. I will always remember you carrying me from our house to Ah ma house every morning when I pretended I was sleeping so that I wouldn't have to walk to Ah ma house. I also want to apologise for the past on how I've been treating you when I was young. I'm truly sorry.

There are many barriers between us now because of many issues and communication problems, but I still want you to know that I love you and cherish you even if I don't say those to you, and even if I don't talk to you much. Thanks for everything, please take good care of health. You are the sweetest father because no matter how late it is, you'll always stay up to wait for me to get home and without saying much, you can wait for hours; patiently waiting downstairs or at the bus stop or outside the house for me to come home just for my safety. Thank you, I truly appreciate.

Love,
女儿

*Trust me.

passion

2010-07-01T22:12:00.007+08:00

woke up late today, flew to school and was late for 30 mins! =/ okay, nothing much today, break time, makaned and project time. finally, will be god damn busy with projects already! because, guess what, deadlines are u-p-s-o-o-n! =.= goodness me! alright, gna chiong my part and not gna care already. i'll do my best.. lecture, but more like guest speaker took up the whole lec time to talk abt idk what. ended, me chuanhui & zhen jie acc sao to harbourfront centre to buy her hello kitty head -.- haha! home after that. damn tired now!

ytd, didnt go school. skipped APEL lesson. woke up at like 1+pm and met girlfriend at ard 3+? met at hub and bought KOI, haha! alright, slack ard like old times.. :) it was nice! really nice. :) slack till ard 6 then went over to jurong point meet jaslyn, sao, caralyn, melo. :) YOG trg -.- suck can? apparently, i went there to eat Shilin Chix. -.- cause its role play and luckily, i wasnt acting. homed at 11+pm ZzZ

my start of writing letters! introduced by Thaijin

here comes my first lengthy letter because its,

Letter to my Best Friend.

Dear Cheryl,

by now, you should know how much i cherish this friendship of ours and how much i treasure you. It's amazing how it all started and how it has progress. remember we were just schoolmates and proceed on to classmates in Sec 3, but we were still not close yet. It all started with the couple wear, the boyfriend girlfriend and now, we are the best of friends. It all started on 7th April 2008, when we were in Sec 5!

We started chatting on the phone one fine night, I don't know why but i remember i suddenly call you while walking home and started chatting! After which, i added you in one of the 3 free M1 friends, so that i can call you for free! At that point of time, i didn't know things will turn out to be like now, but i'm glad it did! Because i'm very happy now with you in my life. Till now, we still chat over the phone every single day! (Other than days where you were overseas or we were in camps)

Poly started and I was seriously afraid. Because i am very scared that we would drift because we entered different schools. however, we didn't, and yet, we got even closer and all. We worked hard to maintain this friendship. Of course, we quarreled, we argued, we laughed, we cried over many things. But all of those only pulled us closer. We really had quarrels so serious that left us crying and felt so heart-broken. I swear that that was the saddest moments in my life. But, we still manage to pull through and get back together. We made effort squeezing time out for each other, we were living in our own world. Thanks for all the effort that you put in, i truly appreciate it. You understand and know me like no other would, we shared secrets and talk about anything in this universe. Whatever happens, we know we have each other to count on and we are not alone. I know i can tell you anything and you would be here for me, just like you can talk to me and complain to me about anything. i'm glad that i can always share with you my problems.

I really treasure all the times we shared and all the laughing and joking and playing. Yes, we both changed, but yet, we still accepted each others' flaws and imperfections. Thank you for giving in to me and being nice to me eventhough i attitude you at times. I guess no one can truly understands how much this friendship mean to us and how much we have gone through. We shared many memories that we now can look back on and laugh. :) No matter what happen, you will always be my best friend and i will never forget you. & i love your crazy laughters and everything about you. Lets work hard and keep this amazing friendship going, i will never give this friendship up. & i pray the best for you; studies, friendships & love.

I love you girlfriend!

With love,

weiting; Boyfriend

Rock Candy

2010-06-29T20:53:00.005+08:00

*Re-write the past or embrace the future.

Saturday, celebrated kerwin's advance birthday! met girlfriend in the mrng first and do some art and craft! after that, went Serangoon to meet kerwin! saw Sab! :D so long nvr see her ald. then off to MBS!

this is cartoon version of him, tanned!

pictures at MBS but girlfriend's camera failed her! haha! no batteryyy~ so, switch to alternative, my phone! :D walk ard the shopping centre and walk to take train to Clarke Quay. weather is freaking hot -.- superby hot and sticky! next time will go at night, more cooling :)

Ma Maison for Dinner and just slack ard Clarke Quay. :) performance, ice cream and he intro-ed us Sticky Rock Candy! :) we stoood outside the shop for ard 30mins? to see hw they make the rock candy! freaking cool :D bought grapes, girlfriend bought strawberry and he bought a small packet of banana flavour~ hahaha slack and home aftr that. =)

Monday, met girlfriend and my place fr dinner :) love youuu! watch soccer til 430am OMG! haha damn tired but super exciting lah! brazil & Chile haaha watch and chat with JiZhen jie through msn and she's super funny and entertaining i must say. ahha :) woke up and feeling damn tired! =/ today 230am portugal vs spain wor! i think i'll be too tired to watch. see how! :)

today, went to meet girlfriend and kerwin at amk to pass him the present that we went to fix. koi, and he went back. we had kfc tgt fr dinner and chatted. :) home aftr tt cos she kuku-ly wna peee~ haha tml... YOG trg again.. ): help me...

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna runaway?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

So no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more?

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding?

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You dont't know what it's like

To be like me

*We have our own tale to tell.

2010-06-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

picture taken on Sunday :D many more! loves!

went out with girlfriend :) town, bugis and saw caralyn and yingen.
walk til my legs break! haha! :) but so happy. okay nvm despite the fact that im broke lah.. haha alright, i frgt things tt i want to type ald. currently busy with any other thing except for doing work. thinking whether to do FEM tut.. =/ SIAN only.. ):
went YOG trg on Wed and so suckish~ YOG as a whole i mean. hais.
projects suck too. blahblahblah~

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

*can't ask for more.

Just give in.

2010-06-20T00:05:00.006+08:00

It doesn't matter anymore,
For what i know you will always be here.
Friends come and go, I don't trust the few would leave.

YOG trg at NIE with melodie this mrng, freaking tired i just dozed off in the LT. haha! slept in train also, rly freaking tired lah. didnt slp well fr the past 2 days idk why. aftr that, went Jurong point makan and off to NYP myself to collect YOG stuff, saw Sab on the way :) thanks sab fr the cute pouch! love! and met Girlfriend pass her lousy thing and mentos! WALK home frm there and its freaking hot and tiring.. -.- trying to save transport fee you see.. ): okay, bathed, SLEPT frm 6 to 9pm o.O! slack and watch show til NOW im gna start doing project! OMG its been so long since i've last touch the overloading work. =/

Friday, went Hub with Linda junliang junhao and caught Karate Kid tgt, after that, met up with girlfriend, jaslyn, ronald, sab and gavin! :) dinner at Mos and bought Koi!!!! off to Gavin's house slack and all. :) Monopoly and soccer!~ haha wth we didnt take picture lah wlao! damn sian! ): this holiday like countable pictures only lah. 2 hands can finish counting ): wasted.

one. i miss the times but it was my choice, i dont regret anw.. :)
two. images of past flashing in my mind these past few days idk why..
three. take my time coz' i know i wont be the last..
four. im so darn broke! ):
five. most imptly, i love girlfriend! :)

*A heart in two.
It's okay, it's alright, i'm okay. :)

Different

2010-06-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

Because we are individual souls.
Because i'm not you, i'm me.
Everybody have different kinds of thinkings and treating people differently.
Definitions of words are different.

*Losing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Girlfriend's been a very sweet girlfriend for the past few days giving me surprises. :')
& giving in to everything... really damn nice.. thanks. :)
Honeyest's been a very sweet honeyest sending me a very sweeet message. :')

Changes

2010-06-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

*Sometimes life doesn't seems to be the way you want, but it might not be that bad.

first wk of holiday was wasted. but doesnt matter anymore cos its over! wht's impt now is to enjoy this remaining pathetic wk! last wk suck and nothing much happened as well .. more of resting on bed cos of back pain and going out wise.. nt rly.. oh, but went to work on friday with gavin. one day only, at acer booth. replace junkee & his gf. :) damn tiring and all, met jaslyn ch sao aftr tt to eat and home aftr tt but reach only at 1am -.- lazy to elaborate, my fault though.

stay home saturday and meet girlfriend like finally on Sunday! =D monday shopping with her and bought a sandals! :) anw, i've rly decided to put on braces, just the money part is stopping me. ): dno hw to earn the money also.. cant save cos its not like cheap, its thousand over dollars. today supposed to go OUT but, due to rain and lousy prediction of the Sg weather forecast lying that it would be a rainy day, we stayed home! -.- but turned out to be bright and sunny in the afternoon! but nbm we had our movie marathon! wahaha! :) nice nice but WE FRGT TO TAKE PICTURES! damn sad! but nbm, there's still "TML" :)

alright, dont have much to say.. goodbyes! happy holidays! im not touching projects yet, i noe its b-a-d but still.. lemme enjoy this week first. i will find a day to chiong my ass out.

*Changes that made us who we are today.

best;

2010-06-07T00:11:00.005+08:00

Happy 26th Monthsary love !

ehhh 1 year 2 months! :) we cant celeb again! due to exams! :) but nbm, lets make up to it next tym aftr your exams! cant wait for all the programmes! jiayou for your exams! no matter what happen, just dont give up alright! :D dont think abt it aftr its over, just move on! i love you girlfriend! you know best, loves and sorry for all the craps.. LOVES! & ty fr evrythng!
*i miss you!

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHAO! Loves lah! hahaha! :)
went kbox with ch sao jaslyn on thursday aftr paper. shop with ch and sao and then home. friday went sch fr proj consultation.. then off to MARINA BARRAGE with class 2k07.. not everyone's there but mostly? yup, not bad, it was a humid day though.. blahblah~ pictures up on FB.. den went to mit amanda at city hall.. :) chatted, slack, eat, and home! sat and sunday she came over to do work and slack. :)

my back/spine/tailbone is BREAKING since sat afternoon.. im going to the doctor on monday mrng~ -.- dno wht happened lah.. hais. oh, and followed by projects projects and shopping~~~ i want moneh! :/

*最重要的, 不是爱上了谁, 而是如何去爱...
*whats on your mind? =/

2010-06-03T01:55:00.004+08:00

*aint hol. til 12th

Dough Lion loves Ginger-Breadman <3
I'll wait. :)

lazy

2010-05-30T20:24:00.003+08:00

The moment the thought of changing password crossed the mind, it is forever changed.

today is stay home Sunday. after much misses, met up with girlfriend & had a crazy saturday! :) my hse to stdy~ more of watching little nyonya. haha! okay play and slack but we really did do work ok.. :) okay meet up like soooon! :)

Friday, Vesak day and celebrating my beloved AH MA's birthday! :) had many many ice cream cake! ahha girlfriend, jaslyn & sao were here too. thanks :) lazy to elaborate, pictures with jaslyn and my cousin but i doubt he will send me. haha shall see how. here are some overdue pictures...

i miss every single one of them ): sao, caralyn, chuan hui, jaslyn & so many others.

had ROM test on Thursday night and blahblahblah~ -.- trying to finish AM project by friday but drag till NOW~ seriously.. -.- bad mood, baddd mood~ hais! okay i really have to get going and i swear i will bloody finish AM proj by TODAY! cos deadline is tml -.- ok and will start on ACC revision! BYE PEOPLE! i will be back!~ happier!

I'm not happy with the way you did which is for my own good.

Don't try to change me, i will change myself,

& don't cross over this privilege.

2010-05-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

What exactly matters, seriously.

fml.

failed

2010-05-19T23:20:00.004+08:00

I'm back to whine.

im hating it. -.- i feel like dying -.- why? because everything seems crashing down on me again! ): okay went stdying with jaslyn chuanhui nabilah anita & caralyn in the lib today. sao came to join us aftr the lec cos we skipped! blah blah blah~ fcking intro to leisure & recreation test just now. i looked at the paper and it stared right back at me. during the 10mins of reading time. i thought of something, 'what if i just stand up, and leave this room?' why? simply because i have no idea on the stupid test.. ): guess it's not the first time im feeling this way.. i dno.. eversince im in poly i've been thinking of all these. it's b-a-d.. OH YA! & the test i had just now.. its a fcking 15% of the entire subject! thank you wonderful test paper.

i think my mood is swinging so bad that i cant stand myself -.- resulting in many !@ # $ %^& * I DONT LIKE! omg.. CMON HOLIDAY! I NEED YOU! I NEED TO FIND MYSELF! im losing it..

ytd chiong to edit FEM individual proj until i seriously wna c-r-y.. like what's with the uploading the fcking post into the stupid useless ning.com or whtevr it's called.. cant we just hand in the hard copy since we nid to submit that anw.. wht for go through all these troubles to post into the dno wht website? -.- and what's with the sim nehneh ?! wht's an APEL lesson whn nobody can talk in class?! -.- abit only also chao chao niam~ old already issit? -.- ask us quiet down ald then starts to ask questions and wht? expecting us to answer? now lidat cn talk lah -.- wtf?! act wht cute? nehneh!

anw, went caralyn's hse on monday i think. with sao, chuan hui, jaslyn, JI ZHEN JIE(Thaijin) & derry. haha anw its like crapping with thaijin and had a new wonderful name for her.. ji zhen! =) i stayed awhile then went back cos i went to meet honeyest at amk! cme ovr my place cup noodles and then she coma-ed.. her mummy came to fetch her home (:

next week would be an imba week again! -.- CMON! DROWN ME TP, DROWN ME WITH ALL THE WORK! bloody hell! what is wrong with having deadlines on the SAME day with the TEST?! thank you tp for the wonderful arrangement, i truly appreciate! -.-

OK IM DONE WITH COMPLAINING I GUESS! haha.. alright. reality hurts like h-e-l-l! alright, hmmm hope EVERYTHING would turn out just f-i-n-e. thanks to all that's above the sky. bless~

*Everything is never as it seems.

tired.

2010-05-18T01:38:00.005+08:00

*It was forever that I'd found.

i miss you .. ):

wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry
can't you see
that's the way i feel about you & me, baby
have you ever felt your heart was breaking
looking down the road you should be taking
i should know

busy with mountain of work. ): bye all!

when you believe.

2010-05-16T01:04:00.004+08:00

what you mean to me.
Today is my Mummy's birthday! i love mummy very much i hope she knows. (: she's everything to me because of everything she did for me. =) didnt rly got her anythng this year. maybe i'll go get smth fr her tml. =) nt wrkin this time so dont have much money. =/ mb i cook smth fr her! haha :)

Introducing, 2K07; New class for year 2.1

many things happened recently, all seems to combined as one and came crashing down on me. well, however, it's fine now i supposed. went skates on friday and not to anyone's surprise, i fell! haha. wrist agn! argh! okay anw, gna do individual proj now and hopefully cn get it done b4 i slp. so that i cn do other things tml & celeb mummy's birthday! (: goodbye world.

Who is the one?
What am I to yous?
Where does disappointment brings you to?
Why does expectations ruin something?
How do you console someone?

*The greatest love story ever told is your own.

Soulless

2010-05-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

& torn apart.

broken.

2010-05-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

Mood Management;

*i am so damn tired i cant find the right word to decribe this tired-ness.

hate school.

2010-05-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

School sucks, luckily there's some updates that keep my life going.

7th Our 25th Monthsary, didnt celeb together cos i have Countdown 99 days to Singapore 2010 at Scape. Volunteer, only the so-called lucky 10 ppl got in. me & sao are two of them. lucky i have her.. if not i think i will ROT there like seriously.

hmmm.. (= i miss everything..

met her aftr my lesson at town with Dyor & Jian han then we eat lunch tgt and shop with them! haha! Dyor bought smth so imba our eyes like popped out! ahah ok then went Scape at ard 2! anw, everything sucks. management sucks, but the day ended well cos there's like unexpected surprise! HAHA!

got interview worr.... x)

DAI YANG TIAN! =D =D and saw other mediacorp artises too. (:

went into the place to watch performances by taufik & hady! & fireworks!

end at ard 10 and im so tired until i wna faint ald )= super imba my legs like wna break can?! tsktsk.. okay i met girlfriend to train back together! (: loves loves! i miss you alot! )=

went ah keong gorgor house on sat to celeb mother's day for wai po! (: damn tired like no mama~

.
9th; Happy Mother's Day my dearest Mummy! i love her so unbelieveable-ly lots! =)

brought her to NYNY for lunch! (:

saw amanda & priscilla, saw Jaslyn too! (:

Today, sch as per normal =/ damn shag can? and its just MONDAY! goodness me... hais... okay i met GIRLFRIEND in the mrng & took train tgt! and meet her after school! =D went town and had Din Tai Fung! YUMMY ONIII~ then Ben & jerry ice cream! shop around then went J8, home after that! (: see you sooon. l.o.v.e.s

im going to the ZOOOO on Wed.. for Project! and im going to hardcore project for the next... 2 weeks? for just 1 ROM proj.. haven add all other individual and group projects... )= save me...

*AFRAID OF THIS HAPPINESS CAUSE IT DOESN'T SEEM REAL.

Simple

2010-05-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, that doesn't mean you love them any less... Sometimes even makes you love them more.

The time for us to share our stories, joke around, eat together and waiting for lessons to start became lesser and lesser due to the work loads we have. I miss you all. )= I like lectures now because its the only time we spend some time together..

Life becoming so busy now that i dont even have much time with my bestie. I miss you even more. We did meet but always so rush and all. )= okay, be content, at least we met. (: It's our 25th Monthsary in 2hours' time.. This time, due to stupid sch thingy, we cnt go out. I'm so sorry! )= let's go celeb next week. i love you best friend, i know there's always some arguements just a few days before our monthsary.. i really dno why always lidat but it just happen to be like that. haha. anw, just know that its perfectly fine to show any emotions infront of me. Cause' we are best friends right?! (: Okay, Happy 25 Months Girlfriend! LOVES;

& today is my Primary School Best friend's birthday. We've drifted apart and its like we are not even friends now lah.. its saddening but ya, we have our own friends now.. & i bet you dont even think of me. im not v sad ttm cos u dont treat me good either, but i still miss you.. haha.. so, happy birthday Eunice..

doubts.

2010-05-04T22:33:00.004+08:00

Have you walked out of my life?
Love need not be about balancing.
*Someone who once loved you mre than anythng in the world.
oh well, why dwell on the past.

Apart from which,
about life now; for once, fml.

r.a.n.d.o.m

2010-05-03T21:19:00.002+08:00

School starts~ damn sian can?! walao! long day tday! walao zzZz whole day 9-5pm! shag shag shag~ hais... eat bread bread bread & bread. chionged cup noodles with jaslyn, chuanhui, sao, caralyn, anita & nab. oh ya and my back ache until =.= cos i carried my cousin play "fly fly~" on sat -.- til now stil aching.. lols! okay actually this post is quite useless lah.. so, goodbye! work pile up already goodluck!

Endure weiting, endure!
Have faith weiting, have faith!
Be possible weiting, be positive!
Be strong weiting, be strong!
Be nice weiting, be nice!
Be hardworking weiting, be hardworking!
Be patient weiting, be patient!
Be the best weiting, be the best!
-Sometimes we just need some encouragement.

*I've Been Dreaming of a True Love.

in a mess;

2010-05-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

*how difficult;
out in the mrng to salon with girlfriend and jaslyn! (= damn tired can... haha aftr hair is done, went town eat and had free ice cream frm MARBLE SLAB! windy~ -.- den jaslyn went back.. went bugis with gf then i went to yishun, cousin's hse.. its like SAUNA! h.a.t.e i.t!

loves (:

i.c.o.u.l.d.n.'.t.m.a.k.e.u.p.m.y.m.i.n.d.i.n.m.a.k.i.n.g.a.n.y.d.e.c.i.s.i.o.n.

&.i.d.o.n.'.t.l.i.k.e.t.o.n.o.t.k.n.o.w.t.o.o.

*cry me out.

let it out

2010-04-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

*You Complain!

School sucks. i bet all students in TAS feel this way, if not, i can say that 1k06 felt this way. i dont want to complain already, everybody knows, everybody feels the same way. missing 1k06 friends. new classmates = okay.. lessons = ): .. meet ch, sao, caralyn & jas aftr tut and went lec tgt with anita & nab too. aftr boring lec, off to vivo and acc jas til 6+ then she go work and we went home.

*1K06 (L)

-i miss the kuku who said go bathe & call me back later..
but till now still haven call back. haha. (:
-i miss being pampered. i miss myself.
-those memories... i miss too.

*A hug or heartfelt words, simple, but miraculous.

Fate.

2010-04-24T23:52:00.006+08:00

*when i look at you;

Meet Girlfriend on Friday, tgt with ch, sao & caralyn after sch, we went TP to makan and go print notes. (: so memorable lah! (: rushing here and there like how we always did last year. i really love them ttm! heartfelt lah k!? (: went town with GF walk walk aftr tt. (:

first wk of school passed! damn fast! =/ everything like happening so fast! hais! lectures were O-K-A-Y and first wk ald tired ald.. plus so slack, cant imagine those busy days again.. )= anw, GF cme over today! finish watching the last 2 episodes of Hi my Sweetheart already! haha jaslyn i finish watching already! actually we were supposed to stdy, but in the end.. haha =) play and slack!

I Love CHERYL;GF;Best Friend! (:

*those memories...

Dried.

2010-04-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

*in search of answer no more ( :

WENT UNIVERSAL STUDIO FOR R.O.M FIELD TRIP!
[anw, pictures all up in FB!]

1K06'o9
w/o Jus, Tim, Ruben, Faruq, Jiale, Yogi.(dno whr they go..)
Melo didnt cme.

I LOVE 1K06'o9 ALOT~! )= so unfair lah! split class all got partners i alone! )= damn it lah. i really will miss ALL of you! all those craps! haha =)

omg today train to Harbourfront took me nearly 1hr -.- when its supposed to be ard 30mins -.- cos i dno wht happen to the purple line, JAM and stucked in the train like dno wht. each stop like stoned there damn long. we were late fr 1hr! haha! anw, today is the kuku field trip!

U.S was FUN! though didnt get to try any rides. but exploring around was fun enough ald. haha! only managed to try the 4D Shrek! scary lah! kuku -.- ahhaha! okay then explore ard, we were with our clique! with our old class, 1k06! super miss them. ahaha. then went to the diff hotels and the guide explain things to us, me and ch take dwn like some mad women. hahha! while sao, caralyn took pictures! hais SAD CAN?! WE ALSO NT IN SAME CLASS NOT SAME GRP! )= okay nbm, then aftr blahblahblah, story too long~ i went to mit honeyest at somerset! went to find esther.chong at 313 den went to buy bag... slack ard then train home! too tired to type now -.-

*Fragile? or am i expecting too much/ over-estimating?
Please help me dig out my heart to examine, then send me a full report.

Gooodbye! : )

2010-04-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

*When the heart skipped a beat...
Fate.

Gave it all away;

2010-04-17T14:58:00.007+08:00

*用笑容来把眼泪催眠
summarize~

7th celebrating our 2 years! (=

8th went kbox with girlfriend and kerwin.

9th went WCP with girlfriend and her skating clique (=

10th went to meet the 5 of them! =) pool~ went mag's hse chat, sab left first.. went back at ard 1+am (= honeyest, xiu and hui sent me home! =) and honeyest stayed over! (=

11th HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CARALYN! (:

went baibai~ & homed.

12th stayed home and jaslyn cme ovr fr dinner! (=

13th meet kerwin & caught My Rainy Days. nice and great movie! i like! (: then shop ard and he bought his stuffs. broke! & den homed.

天使の恋 My Rainy Days (:

14th out with jaslyn shopshop den meet girlfriend shop tgt awhile. jas went to work and we went chompchoomp meet kerwin fr dinner. home aftr tt.

15th Jaccuzzi at Sean's condo with bastards. went kbox a while sing sing and then dinnered at Watami at Ion.

16th meet girlfriend at hub and she cme ovr my place to watch Hi my Sweetheart tgt. haven finish watching.. haha will continue today and tml! (:

know class and timetable already. no matter what, just feel damn empty. like its really all alone cos its different! )= timetable considered relaxing but clash with girlfriend's timetable like damn fuck up -.- zzzZzzz! okay sian sian sian & sad sad sad!

*expected it would be coming, but never so soon.

我努力的仰着脸孔
试着眼泪不往下流别往下流

不安的感觉到什么

在我生活中不再相同

不相同

很不相同

想要说

却还沉默

伸出手

无法触碰

天空突然一片辽阔

原来你是真的已经离开我

在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活

闭上眼让泪水滑落

此刻你已真的永远离开我

在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

changed

2010-04-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

*do you know
im too lazy to blog.. blog when im not lazy. =)

*i dont love you,
like i loved you,
yesterday..

Endless Chats;

2010-04-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

*what a GREY (great) day!
everyone ard are wearing GREY! they all celeb with us!
coincidentally wore GREYYY tgt today! =D hahaha
Happy 2 Years!

out today to town at 2+ and settled at taka mac fr drink & CHAT & slack all the way til 5!! decided to go fr dinner ald. haha! walk ard then saw her frnds, chatted awhile & then had dinner at WATAMI Jap restaurant at Ion! =D food was okay, the waiters there are superbly friendly! they KNEEL DOWN to take orders! HAHA! polite until i scared! lols!

walk ard and saw Yamhong outside Ion! damn imba we always always see him! =) his gf friendly siol! nice nice! haha. settled at STARBUCKS fr coffee & camwhore! =D chatted & its really damn comfortable and nice today. just chat about any & everything. =) loves;
pictures in her cammy! upload after i get them. =)

*Don't push me.

2 YEARS; LOVES

2010-04-07T00:17:00.005+08:00

SUPPOSED TO GO JAC TODAY! hahahaa
ok supposed to skate today too~ hahaha
in the end, went kerwin's rental condo fr WII~ =)

his dad drove us back! =) xiexie!

other pictures ALL in FB! more in his iphone & in FB too~

anw,

07 APRIL 2010

HAPPY 2nd YEAR ANNIVERSARY GIRLFRIEND!

I LOVE YOU MOST!!

2 years, not easy... =) no matter what, you know you know~

kip this short and simple and sweeeet.

thank you for everything too.

you damn wei da, you know it. =)

i appreciate it and thanks fr taking in every little and big nonsense of mine.

Best Friends.

overdues.

2010-04-06T00:06:00.004+08:00

been busy lately. plus lazy to blog. haha =)
went marble slab today and finish two cups of ice cream! =X and then end up having diarrhoea =.= haha.. aftr tt, koi home and gong jing dinner with girlfriend at my place. =)

fri sat & sun meet amanda to help out with her sis's 21st bday party. damn tiring those few days ahha! too weak ald haha..

i think wed.. went ECP. oh ya and thurs went out with girlfriend junliang and junhao to QW and then shop ard. (: nice feeling. haha =)

seriously.. in this pic, sean lk like ronald -.-

went sean's condo slack and had pizza. thanks huh.. =)

btw, happy 21st Pris.wee

happy 19th yilin

sian sian sian~

*what's wrong with those mood swings? =.=

go away!

truth.

2010-03-28T20:59:00.005+08:00

Pictures with Sab & Maa from ytd's outing. =)
in the end, left with me, Girlfriend, Jaslyn, Sab & Esther. From the initial 7 people. good job ok. =/ whats there to plan when in the end everythng will still turn out this way? whats the point right? like nobody appreciate then so be it lo~

honeyest said smth damn sweet to me ytd night. like aftr dinosaur years... =) really appreciate. (: && jaslyn came fr dinner just now. meeting girlfriend tml! =) woooh~ :) now two nicest pic i think from Friday's outing. others ALL up on FB.
and how's driving brather? (:

Kerwin.Sean.Weiting.Cheryl

*How will you feel if your good friend lied to you,
what's more, hidding the truth...
plus only found out the truth by yourself, through other things...
& not being told by the good friend.
how disappointing ):

*mummy misses bianbian~

tears.

2010-03-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

*peng you onii.

long time since i've blog =/
tues meet kerwin & then his frnd, sean meet us too. walk ard, eat and then sslack slack.. went cafe cartel eat. wahaha.. oh, we went CityHall find Girlfriend! aftr her wrk.. then went AMK mac slack and she had her dinner thr.. (: chat and crap! =D however this is the day whn thngs go wrong. )=

wed stay home and think thru things.. prepared 'speech'.. talked to them.. and just as expected, couldnt control the tears.. ): bad bad bad; but i know they rly freaking nice t me ald lah. so there's nth i can do except wait..

thurs stay home slp all the way again.. honeyest came to find me (: she stayed over.. thanks many. though u slp all the way but still.. haha! =) next time u better wake up and watch movie with me.

today, friday! went out like finally.. meet girlfriend and went over Vivo meet kerwin & Sean. haha.. dined at Breeks~ student meal with ice cream too. (Ice-cream x1) then we wnted to go Resort World Universal Studio there walk walk.. BUT.. its drizzling -.- haha so we stayed at Vivo rooftop take pictures [pictures with Girlfriend-her Cam] then we went to buy Ben & Jerry's Ice cream eat! (Ice-cream x2) sit ard the seats near playgrd there. gossip, bastard ard and slack.. haha til its time.. the two of them went back, while girlfriend went to mit her pri sch frnds. i went to meet amanda! (:

shop ard, i chnge my extension ald. haha guess it should be better now? ahha at least its not brown. haha! then went Taka fr KFC.. eat damn long cos we were catching up.. finally! =) then went Ion buy hokkaido ice cream...(Ice-cream x3) slack outside Ion, pictures and then homed. waa damn kuazhang lah i keep eating ice cream tday -.- Fat!

*speaking of that, it's still difficult to control the tears.

(:

2010-03-22T23:11:00.006+08:00

cool day. haha (: meet girlfriend in the noon!
initial plan was to go dhoby cut fringe, then go town she mit M & i go meet K. but! last min changes! M cnt make it... ... we ald at dhoby stn ald.. so just nbm go town see hw first. asked her to join me & K! (: aftr movie then go cut tgt. ahha. so went town PASTAMANIA AGN! ): ahhaha! not nice i eat abit only.. then meet him at 2! makaned and caught HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 3D at Cine! (: ahhaha their first time watching 3D! hehe. so its kinda my honour. haha.

then aftr movie walk to dhoby Actpoint cut fringe. laugh like -.- hahha! cos my hair just cnt make it! bro said cut like AH WANG! omg -.- the bowl hair! haha! then of cos is no.. then at first ok.. but like stil a lil long cnt see the sky.. so they both said cut! so.. cut agn! ahha GF cut her fringe too! (: was nice! its okay! hahaa both o us kinda short i think. haha aftr tt, nth to do. PS nth much co we went VIVO!

my fringe like a gong cn? haha! subway in cinema! we caught KIDNAPPER last min! haha! it was.... hmmmm.. i am proud of myself! ahahha! cried like no mama though., =/ haha anw, today turned out well. (: and fun i supposed. (:

blahblahblah~ (:

smile (:

2010-03-17T00:34:00.004+08:00

*the best;

*let the best words you can think of to describe this friendship. (:

dinner wid jx on mon & went out wid junhao & junliang jus now. (:

super urge to watch sister's keeper. so shall watch later! hopefully i wont cry until tml go sch with imba eye bagsssss + swollen eyes!!! haha but fear not! i have shadessss x) going sch ltr fr stupid useless YOG Training i think. =/

*whtevr it is, just tell me how u feel!

love & misses

2010-03-14T19:06:00.006+08:00

*What's yours will be yours even if you abandon it, it will eventually returns to you.
Stay home Sunday today. slept til 4pm.
yesterday long day~ woke up early in the mrng & meet jaslyn go airport! sending girlfriend off! =) reached there & damn scary lah we wanted to surprise her & we kip hiding n hiding x) glad that she was shocked & surprised! (: pictures with girlfriend, she'll upload it when she's back. (: i miss her already, its just day 2! /=

Mac BFT with jaslyn! then off to city hall meet Honeyest! (: she said she had to go there do some things then cnt late... she lied and lied. haha! she said she needs to go lib borrow books. so we went esplanade and she kuku-ly gave me the tickets! OMG! she's so sweeet! x) thank you honeyest! x) i love you!

so caught BREAKOUT at 3pm. so sry ch! jillian couldnt find u! =/
anw, the show was awesome! superbly nice ttm! damn entertaining! so sad when it ended! haha one guy quite gd lkin! another one super cute! x)

this is the bloody way back -.- we were stucked here for 30mins seriously! -.- and its just frm HMV to New York New York! -.- got a kid so poor thing his father carrying him then perspire until his face red! ): the little boy so cute! haha

ok we went raffles link there eat Chippy then CAB to amk hub. lol bth the crowd! haha amk fairprice buy her fav. pig's liver home fr mummy to cook! dinner at my place. then we booked tickets online. Being Human at 1115pm with my parents too. movied till ard 1 .. she walked home with us & then cab home. (: thank you honeyest! (: love you! i noe u nice lah! (: oh btw the movie was okay only~ =/

im going to eat dinner soon! after that, watch some movies online. omg kill timmeeeeee~ this is one boring sunday.. cant wait fr next Sunday cause' i'll be meeting girlfriend! (:

btw, its juney's birthday today! happy 18th birthday nijune!

*bad temper;

skipping a beat.

2010-03-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

*guide me;
out today, lunch at pizza hut, caught Dear John at cine. shopped & dinner at Mac. saw a few ppl today, yamhong, girlfriend & her mummy, & en hui ! ahaha (: bought a bag. (:

.
.
.

Girlfriend flying tomorrow...

i'll miss you..
Enjoy loves; everything i wanted to say, i've already told you. (:

results out today. this morning via sms.. aftr much courage, viewed and i think its okay.. some hit target.. some did not.. didnt care much though i was worried abt the gpa. didnt check til just now whn i got home. it didnt go welll... not as what my worse expectation is.
):

*just like a dream to me.

courage;

2010-03-11T23:33:00.003+08:00

*an instantaneous attraction;

out with girlfriend on wed! went town meet jaslyn & sab! dine at Pastamania! then off to watch movie! shall not mention =/ haha. neck damn aching. finally we 4 met up and go slack ard. (: very happy! ok then sab went back at bishan then we trained to amk. the three of us settled dwn smwhr and had a long chat. (: it was nice.. really very nice.. haha :)
[pictures have to wait... ahaha]

today went to meet girlfriend & her mummy awhile. pass her thumbdrive! then bought my shoes in like 5mins! hahaha! had ice cream at mac. xiexie! (: den i went city hall meet amanda. went IT fair awhile & then dinner at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao dno what lah. so long. haha then im so broke now! ):

*maybe I'll try.

idk;

2010-03-09T23:03:00.004+08:00

*remember my name.

out with chuan hui and sao tday. went town walk walk. (:
ytd went pool with ch and honeyest last min wn mit so i just ask her pool tgt. ytd frgt take pictures. so sad..

went town then they shopped & bought things while i resist my temptation! haha. some guys asked chuanhui fr her number. lol (: pretty pretty.
oh btw, saw cladys at Ion Artbox. (:

*helpless feeling that makes you angry all the time.

too great for words (:

2010-03-07T23:45:00.007+08:00

Out with Girlfriend on this very Special day! (:
laugh like crazy again! (: went bugis walk walk she bought her bag and off to makan... ahha at my cousin there! omggg! hahaa (: thanks fr this treat! =D bus to my hse! slack & watch twilight new moon tgt. (: she went back after that.

Walk her to bus stop & whn i walking back.. i walk pass this two guys who were sitting dwnstairs chatting and i heard "gangster arr.." & "skinny sia!" wtf?! HAHAHA! go & die!

more pictures uploaded on FACEBOOK! (:

there's no need for big words or essays

cause' everything is beyond words. (:

i love you!

*cause you & i both love; & that is enough (:

twenty three;

2010-03-07T00:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 23th MONTHSARY! (:

i love you alot alot ! (:
you know it for sure ya? (: i hv alot to say just a few seconds ago. but sdnly it all went blank while im typing! hahaha wth! okay, its like 1 more month to our 2 year anniversary ald. im super lkin frwrd to it. knowing you, being frnds, being best frnds with you is the best-est thing that have ever happened to me.. (: you mean my life to me and best friends for life! thanks fr understanding.. sorry for all those shyt i've been giving you. haha words cant describe ya.. (: happy 23 months.. i love you! :D

with loveeeee;
boyfriend loves you!

loves;

2010-03-06T23:59:00.003+08:00

OUT WITH GIRLFRIEND! town town town! fareast makan pastamania! (: then walk ard and smth hilarious happened! HHAHAHHAA SHE SAW "PAAA"~ AHHAHAH! ok nbm inside joke~~ hehe ok walk ard and she went fr her manicure! haha (: shopshop and then went CHOMP CHOMP! meet jaslyn there! (:

makan-ed. dessert. jillian & frnds saw us! then honeyest came to bus stop ffind me! (: thanks honeyest! (: chatted awhile and then bus back! (: chatted with mummy just now.. (:

oh ya! and ytd night LY helped me solve my mp3 playlist problem! super thankful! ahha i finally cn have playlist ald! been living w/o it since oct'09.. wth lah! ahhaha i noe im super but ya! she finally helped me and im so damn happy! haha thanks LY! hehe (:

*money drop from skyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

2010-03-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

*Someone who shares the same fantasy.
Losing;

A Brave New World

2010-03-05T15:09:00.003+08:00

Chionged my HEROES last night! omg its damn freaking nice lah! hahhaa! so sad season 4 ended lidat! now i shall wait fr my season 5! dno nid wait how long! ): im so excited! ahha =)

Zachary Quinto!

Actually he's also v good looking lah! eyebrows freaking thick lah! hahaa ok nothing much. update later or smth. =) haha dl-ed some movies! cant wait to watch! haha (:

*Alot has changed.

heroes

2010-03-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

*Honey taste sweeter than vinegar.

Immersed in a world of Heroes! =) been watching heroes heroes and heroes! damn exciting!! =) went central with my father! lol! he chnge to some kuku phone. sian the phone that i want not out yet. hais. hopefully it will be launched like during oct or smth. =) dl-ed 14 blades. gna let my parents watch ltr! =) im so guaii awwww! x) girlfriend so kuku.. mrng ka jiao me and make me laugh til awake ald then go wrk.. leaving me on bed laughing to myself. ahha! i wna buy converse sneakers! (: 23 months sooon! (:

SE Xperia X10!!

SE Vivaz Pro!!

Sian lah not launch yet.. confirm v expensive! cos SE just launched Xperia X2 and with plan it ald caused 600+ ald! ): !@ # $ % ^ & * ( )

*How is the condition of the bridge that is connecting between you & me?