Me.

Counting down to 8 working days.

Friends aren't being forgotten.

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Why do we have expectations in the first place? I don't like to be disappointed. Can I be just some hao ren with no expectations at all? I might be happier that way. I try to control my emotions, but it doesn't work. People see right through me, if not, I don't like to pretend to be someone whom I am not. I don't like to hide my emotions but if I have to, I would try. I don't like to be selfish, but indeed I am. I think its either I don't understand myself enough or I am giving others the wrong impression of me, or they just think otherwise of me. I did my best, but whether others felt the same way or not, it's not up to me to judge. For as long as I know how much I've pushed myself, I have tried my best... BUT, so what? Now when I come to think of it, so what if I know I have tried my best when no one recognizes my effort? I know it is not for others to know and doing for ourselves, then why still judge and comment? I am not pin pointing on anybody here, just my thoughts. Seriously, not referring to anybody. Now, why do we always have to explain ourselves? Sigh. As what my friend asked, why must we always explain to others?

(Actually I have so much thoughts in my mind but, I am so lazy to put into words now.)

Anyway, internship is coming to an end. 5 months passed/ is about to pass. I am really happy that I got to get closer with my 3 other interns. I really appreciate everything, these times were great and unforgettable. Not like you girls are going to read this but still, I wanna let you girls know how thankful I am knowing you girls. Always see right through me and cheering me up whenever I am down. "Thank you speech" in my e-journal though. :') The images of these 5 months were the ones when 4 of us were in it. & to all colleagues, I'll miss your~ :)

*That's my reaction to it, I can't pretend to be who I'm not.

This is me.